these are the things i no longer wish to understand
lies
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why do they exist
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people shouldn't have to feel the need to scramble to find a fib to make up for their poor choices.
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truth.
the truth.
it makes it easier.
not only for you.
but for the people you plan to lie to
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they will be able to keep their faith in you.
they will be able to trust you.
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once you lie...
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you're done
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no more.
no more believing.
no more trusting.
no more faith.
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gone.
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and you did it to yourself.
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you chose the wrong path.
you can't turn back.
you lose friends.
friends you thought would always be there.
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all because you couldn't find the balls to speak the truth.
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you end up spitting out lie after lie.
you feel nothing.
you end up doing it
and you don't even know.
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no guilt.
no pain.
no feelings.
just lies.
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I'm quitting this whole writing thing
i have no motivation
and I'm reflecting my feelings in my writing
and that's not good
