holding hands

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They got together and I had to pretend that I was ok with it that it didn't hurt, but it hurt like hell. I would show up in the morning and see them holding hands smiling as if there was nothing else in the world. But then one day she walks up to me crying and of course i'm there to comfort her and she tells me how Clarrise had broken up with her and told her that she never felt anything for her, that she just said yes because she didn't know what else to do. I was so angry, so angry that someone would hurt someone i loved, that i had to comfort Grace's broken heart. I hugged her and told her that Clarrise was stupid, that she didn't know what she was missing, how great she was. But the gool i was, i never told her the way i felt about her. Why couldn't she tell through my actions, the way i held her, or the way my eyes always seemed to light up when she was near. How could she not tell how much i loved her. When i was down she would pick me up, when i would cry she would comfort me, when i was angry she was my calm, and she could always make me smile. But i guess she would never see me the way i saw her. The only time i was with her was in my dreams.

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