But lets start from the beginning. When I first met her she was a friend of a friend and I was like fuck it lets be friends, because why the fuck not. We started to trust each other and tell each other everything. Turns out she thought of killing herself quite a bit, and that I was one of the only people keeping her from doing it. Truth is she hated herself and thought she was worthless and nothing special. It made me sad that she thought that when she was the most beautiful person I have ever met. If only she could see through my eyes, she would see how much I wanted to prove her wrong, to make her happy, I wanted to be the one to make her smile each and everyday till she forgot about her sadness. Then for her birthday I saw her walk through the door and my heart stopped, like I think it literally had a seizure. She was dressed up with her hair done, but her smile is what hit me like a punch to the face. I ran up to her and threw my arms around her then I placed a heart necklace around her neck and we were both happy. But later I would then learn that she was in love with one of my other friends. Turns out she had always been in love with her since elementary but had kept it hidden from her. I only wanted what was best for her and what would make her happy so I convinced her to tell my friend her feelings so that maybe they could be together. And they were, and just like that my heart was broken.
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my unrequited fucked up love
RomanceFalling in love with your best friend is the worst thing you can do. This is a story about those in the world who fall in love alone. ( this is a true story by the way ) And choosing whether or not you are willing to wait or give up any thing for t...
