love is...

i wish...

i wish i never met you.. and told you that i missed you..

i wish i didn't write this stupid poems to try convince you to be with me..

i wish i wouldn't stop by your house just because i could..

now, everthing have changes.. so, just go..

don't talk to me

don't visit me

just dissapear...

leave my heart, leave my soul 

and everything about me as a whole...

     i wish every star would explode and make me go deaf

     and i wish the moon's light would soon fade to black, so that i can't see or hear..

     maybe then i'll forget the sound of your heartbeat under the night sky..

i wish i wasn't stupid..

i wish i didn't care so much about your problem..

i wish i never told you, that i love you..

and all the times i spent comforting you,

we're just quite enough!

     Why you?!

this was never supposed to be

just stop caring and leave...

   I think that my presence only to help you to forget your pain..

   used me up, and now.. i have no pitty left for you..

   if you really loved me, then you should have caught me when i fell for you..

...... for the whole year 

i wish we never took so many pictures

ones that i never should have taken.

     i hope you hurt just as much as i do..

    i hope your guilt eats you alive..

   and you grasp what was lost.....

"maybe one day our hearts will bring us back home right here

to the place where we'd meet

where hope and dreams walk hand in hand

where reality meets actuality

where love is the only thing that matters 

and where the death of hope becomes the birth of new possibilities"