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Chapter 10

I woke up with eye bags in my eyes with my hair in a mess.. I still couldn't get over jimin. How could he do that to me?? Cheat on me?? Using me?? That thought made me cry more... I was used..... Like a toy that boys can just play with. That way I have lost my trust and love towards men.

I went to the practise room..... More like dragged myself there. I was debating whether I should still continue my stay here.... But the thought of not having a home and leaving my friends here stopped me. No Ti Ya you cannot give up. Not Cus of a player.

When I was having a drink, jimin came.

"What do you want." I groaned.

"I want you to hear me out."

"What do I need to hear."

"It was a misunderstanding, Ka Ra and I are just friends nothing more."

"Then why didn't you pull away from the kiss."

"That..... I-"

"You still like her don't you. I was a replacement right?"

"No it's not like-"

"Yes it is jimin, don't deny it. I can tell."

"Urgh fine! I'll give in... I still like Ka Ra..."

"At least your're honest. You should go for it."

"Rlly you're supporting me?"

"I wish that we could remain as friends..." I faked smiled.

"Ok sure."

I only gave in Cus he might be my band member and the rules were that I should get along with everyone here that also means I have to make up with Ka Ra....

I sighed. Why must life be so complicated and troublesome...

JIMIN POV

I'm Glad we are still friends. I was surprised that she wanted to be friends. I feel regretful. I hurt her. Yet she is so nice to me.... Anyways the instructor told me that there was gonna be a new trainee here and he is a boy. I can't wait to meet him and be friends with him!!

I was so excited I told almost everyone about it. Then I realised I haven't told Ti Ya, I searched almost everywhere but I still couldn't find her. I gave up. But then I saw a girl come out of the female toilet, which was quite a distance away from me. I was about to run after her but Mr Yoon called me.

I ran to the entrance to meet a innocent boy wearing a beanie and a mask.

TI YA POV

I felt so sleepy I couldn't concentrate also my face looked like shit. I decided to go to the toilet.

I washed my face and put on some light makeup, I don't really put on makeup as I don't like it, but I really look like shit.

I walked through the corridors of our dorm, when I saw a crying Ka Ra. I didn't want to comfort after all she has done for me then I remembered I need to get along with her...

"Ka Ra why are you crying."

She looked up and started crying more.

"I- I am so so sorry Ti Ya..."

"It's ok I'm over it."

"I don't usually act like that, I don't know what took over me.. I showed my bad side twice now. First when I cheated on jimin and now I bullied you and broke your relationship. Now I made jimin worry.... I hate myself. It also gives a bad impression to everyone.. I don't know why I'm sometimes like that..." She said while inhaling and exhaling.

Now I understand, she sounds so innocent but I don't know whether I should trust her.

"You probably just very desperate, you should go for it. Get jimin!!"

"I'm sorry Ti Ya I'm very sorry. I can't get over the guilt."

"It's ok I want us to be friends ok?"

" okay thank you!!"

With that she got up and smiled at me, then she walked back into the dorm. I felt relived like a 200kg weight has been lifted of my shoulders.

I was going to the entrance, I wanted to get some fresh air at the park.

When I turned at the corner I looked up and there it is, the one thing that could make me worry again.

I pinched myself to tell whether I was dreaming, I was not. Sweat streamed down my face. I was flustered. Why must it be him.

That one person I never wanted to see in my life ever again...