Everyday when she wakes up, she look in the mirror and all she sees....is just a girl that doesn't know what to do. When it comes to her forever crush. She doesn't know how to handle everything. "I don't understand. Why did he chose me out of thous...
"I love you cousin and I can't wait until we grow up together and become famous singers!"I said to my cousin Jaya.
"We are going to the voice! We are going to be famous y/n !" She said
"Promise me that you are never going to leave me alone. Jaya," I said a little sad
"I promise you that we are never going to leave our dream," Jaya said smiling
"In our words of the singers" we both said so happy
We would sing so many songs. Mostly about Niki and Pitbull. I loved singing with her and we even would record each other with our Ds. I loved her so much until things changed...
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"Jaya! No!" I said as we both were being pulled apart
"Y/n! No! Y/n!" She yelled bursting into tears
I didn't want to be apart from her. But there was a fight between her mom and mine. So we never talked again...
After I got pulled away from her, my family also got pulled away from me. My parents would have fights so they would yell bad words a lot. And I would be in my room crying to death in a lonely room. That's also a reason why I hate when people curse. My parents would fight a lot but now to this day they are more okay with each other. But only sometimes they do fight.
Every time they would fight. Me and my mom had to move to a different state causing me to get more hurt than ever. Imagine not seeing your own father for 6 months. But eventually they kinda made up.
" I want to see Jaya!" I yelled at my mom
"I'm sorry but we can't" she said trying to calm me down while I was tearing up
"Why can't I see her! Only because you got in a fight with her mom doesn't mean that I don't have the right to see her!" I yelled as I went running to my room slamming the door behind me
I spent a lot of time crying and I wouldn't eat.
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"It's my birthday!" I yelled when I woke up
"Mommy! Daddy! Bro!It's my birthday!" I yelled
"You are turning 9 years old?" Said Y/l/b
"Yes! I said and I am still older than you! By 7 years! Ha!" I told my little brother
"Happy birthday!" Said my mom and dad
"Thank you! Mommy and daddy" I said happy. But then I started getting a frown on my face.
"Mommy" I said
"Yes y/n" she said
"Do my aunts and uncles remember it's my birthday today?" I said
I had always asked this question so many times to my mom because a side of my family doesn't remember my birthday. So when it's my birthday they never call me to tell me happy birthday. They don't even visit me. This hurts me every year because I know that they don't know my birthday. If they did know they would call me. How Hard Is It To Pick Up A Phone And Say Happy Birthday!
Even on Christmas they forgot about me. One time I went to go spend time with them for Christmas when I was ten years old.
" Yay! Presents! I can't wait to open our Christmas presents!" I said so happy
When it was time to open the Christmas presents, everyone seemed so happy opening them. One by one the presents started disappearing and my smile started to turn into a frown. Once the presents were all gone. Everyone were so happy. But, I would be sitting in my chair pretending to be happy, to all of the people that would come up to me to show me their presents. I couldn't believe that everyone got a present expect for me...
Hey everyone this was just a flashback of what had happened when I was young. I shared this so you guys can understand better my story. Now that you guys know what is my past its time for you to know about what is going on. All my love to you~ Alexa
