Will this life i live always be insane
Will I ever mean it it when i say i have no pain
I have no control over this madness
That keeps me away from knowing happiness
Yes i fear i will never get rid of this anger that constantly grows
Will i constantly cut to let the pain ebb and flow
Will i ever break this habits control over me
Watching as the blood pools thickly
Im afraid one day I'll lie lifeless on the floor
A smile appears suddenly, chilling me to the core
I think and realize as i close the door
That the only end would be, to be no more...
Inp. LRR aka Lee
