June 4th, 2017

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Dear Blake,

  You know I believe in soul mates? I don't know if I ever told you during our relationship, I probably didn't because I thought it was corny. But anyways, I do. And I believe that you and I were soul mates. That we were two people meant for each other and for each other only, no body else.

  You know what else I believe Blake? I believe that there is no reason for me to live anymore.

  We were meant to be Blake, I know it. We were meant to get married, to have kids and grandkids and we were supposed to die old.  With our lives fully lived. And not at the age of 18, like you did.

  I can't keep on living knowing that all the things I'm doing and all the new things I'm learning and experiencing I should have been learning and experiencing with you. I can't keep on living knowing that we were supposed to have a future together, and that now it was impossible. Or the fact that if I even do meet someone else to fall in love with, it wouldn't be you. It wouldn't be my soul mate.
I can't keep living, knowing that you won't be there with me...

  I'm done with all this. I'm done with trying. I just can't do it anymore. It's been a year and I've gotten no where!

Goodbye Blake,

Laney.

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A/N

There is one more chapter after this one and the book is done! Exciting? no? Well, for me it is lol.

Thanks to all the people who read this book, it means a lot to me. So I hope you guys enjoy the next chapter which I will for sure post very soon!

-Tara

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