[ON HOLD] "Again" | Monsta X Fanfiction

Chapter 20: Love? or just Happiness?

Wonho's POV

I had been quite melancholic these days because of what Changkyun said. I cried and cried everytime I remember my first love. It really made me feel hate myself even more, I love Keiko so much it hurts. And that will never change.

They had been always together. Pfft. Of course! Their a couple. But it made me hate Changkyun more.

I've been always there for her why can't she know that?!! Oh! Of course that damn amnesia made her forgot me. So it's just my fault anyways, if I didn't left her?

Why can't I just admit that she won't remember me as her first love and just know me as her bestfriend. It really sucks! So technically I'm just  her past.

"I really want her to know that I'm the one who made her feel safe and love." I cried loudly and punched the floor.

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Keiko's POV

In the passed few days, me and Changkyun are going too well. He changed a lot like he always visits me at home and good thing Oppa Jungkook is a good friend of him.

He treats me like a total princess and everyday he always drives me home as he said for my safety.

Well, the other thing is I am losing friends... The only one that supports me is Eonni Minyoung. It touched me because I hated her before. And now we're totally bestfriends? more likely sisters?

"Hey Eonni Minyoung!" I greeted her as I opened the door and hugged her.

"Hmm. What's the problem?" Minyoung ask. I sighed and took a seat.

"It's just, all this days....." I sighed and look at her in a lonely way.

"I've been always dreaming someone over and over. Like everyday!" I stated and whined. She grinned while I scratched my head.

"Then examine his face!" Minyoung teased while I was left deadpanned. I held my chin and rubbed it.

"Hmm, his kinda like Wonho though." I muttered and shook my head.

"Did you say something?"  She asked but I immediately shook my head.

"Ani! Anio!" I shook my head continueosly.

"Hmmm ok!" She smiled and I just sighed in relief.

Oh yeah. It kinda like Wonho though.

I miss him so much. My bestfriend..... :'(

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So Changkyun and I decided to have a date since it's Saturday. And I don't have to worry anymore because Changkyun is here. I also said to him about the call I have got.

Flashback....

"Changkyunie! Do know who's number is this?" I asked him and handed my phone.

"No.. Anio! Just don't call it anymore or dial it. Pfft! whatever. Why?" He said crazily and I laughed but I again proceed.

"HE.... Said we need to meet in the park at the clock in Christmas Eve." I stated and he just scratched his head while letting out a big sigh.

"Don't! Don't!" He did some cute aegyos while I was just irritated but had to laugh too it's very funny. Because Changkyun does aegyos only when we're alone.

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End of flashback...

Changkyun is finally here at the house while I was preparing my stuffs. And finally ready to go, when we both entered the car. An image of Wonho popped out.

Like I was remembering what I did to him. I kissed him in the cheek. I smiled and blushed but I hid my face. (///o///) lol

I think Changkyun saw me blushing that's why he is smirking me right now. Damn!

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We reached our destiny and first eat and walked along in the park.

After that we talk normally as a couple. We both held hands while sitting in the park bench near the seashore. I have to admit it was cold so I have to lean closer to him so that I can be heated a bit. I leaned closer while he gazed at me and smirked.

He let go of my hand and took off his jacket and place on mine. He smiled cutely showing his dimples and that killed me. *0* I smiled and turned back at our conversation which is about our families.

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Changkyun drove me home and I bid goodbye. I was a bit exhausted and my head once again aches. Like almost everyday now, I wonder why?

I walked straight to my room and quickly buried myself in the bed. I sighed loudly hmmm almost shouting though.

I can't understand?!! There's no spark anymore? Changkyun just makes me him happy but not love. Why?! I hoped this will change.

My feelings....

For him.

For Wonho.

How?

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Finally! Updated! Sorry if it took me a long time....

Classes has started! So...

Hope you enjoyed. Keiko's feelings are returning for Wonho? Yeeey!

Btw where are my fellow nct stans tho? Did you watched the Limitless mv?!! *shooks* its so amazing and two mvs!!! My gosh! Johnny's wrecking my bias list! But i love winwin!! ;)

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