(Sam's POV)
Today is the day. The day my world fell apart just a few feet from my dying eyes. August 12. Exactly 100 years ago, in 1918, my soul was ripped from me.
Tearing the body of my prey apart I throw him in the water. If I was going to be a monster- the least I could do was take out the vile humans who wished to torment their own kind. Of course, I made sure they had no family. No one to miss them. Not one person needed to go through what I had endured.
Ghosting back to my hotel room, I sat on the bed as the blurry visions of my human life buzzed through my head. Suddenly I was back to that day.
"Mhmm I love you.". I whispered as loud as I could to my Anthony. We were as entwined as much as we could. Legs bound together, I was coiled around him.
"As I love you," he whispers back. Pressing a kiss to my lips. I responded as much as I could, but I was dying. We both knew it.
We both had Spanish-Influenza. But he was stronger. He got it before i did. I visited him everyday. I knew I would eventually get the sickness, but I wasn't going to live without him. Soon i did get it and was blessed ti share a room wih him. Breaking the kiss I curled up so my head was next to his. "You look beautiful." he murmured. I coughed out a laugh.
"I look dead." I managed to gasp out. With my ear pressed to his neck I could hear his heart. Stronger then mine. The doctors often mistook me for dead because of how softly it ran.
"No you dont.". He said running his hands through my hair and giving me another kiss. I snuggled in, and let my eyes drift close.
A few hours later I was awoken by cold hands picking me up. "No.". I was barley audible. The doctor looked down in shock. Looking over I saw my Anthony reaching for me. I tried to move my arms, I couldn't, I was too weak.
"Shh it will be all right." the doctor said to me smiling.
"My...mine." I said, my eyes locked on Anthony's. The docot followed my gaze and frowned. He was handsome. Like a greek god. Blonde hair, snow white skin, and his eyes were a wonderful gold.
"This will be harder then I though,". He said under his breath. Placing me down he walked back over to Anthony. "She is going to die, but your mother. She told me to save you. Be reborn my son.". His lips closed over Anthonys arm. As soon as he did this, my love began to scream in pain. The doctor made noises as if this was paining him too. Finally he broke away. Fist clenched in a ball and stuffed in his mouth as if to stop a scream. Anthony looked over to me and stopped screaming. "I love you. I always will.". Then he passed out.
The doctor still sat there, like stone. But he was looking at me. "I. Hate. You.". I managed to gasp out as I succumbed to my eyes.
Flashing my eyes open- my tearless sobs rippled through me. Water began to pool around me. I knew I had to stop. But without Jasper, whom I met around 1970 I could barley contain my emotions. We met while i was hunting, running into eachother. Instanlty we were friends I told him everything. He told me about his family back in Alaska, but I refused to go. It pained me tosee others in love. Knowing I would be alone until I found my Anthony.
Eventually I felt calmness surround me as I remembered the blurry memory of when Anthony told me he loved me. Pulling my old military jacket around me, I went out into the night to feed again.
(Edwards POV)
"Son, please come out.". Carlisle begged to me through my door. "At least go hunting with your brothers.". I heard him jiggle the handle again.
"Oh stop moaping- she died 100 years ago.". Rose thought. I let out an audible growl, ready to rip her head off. Digging myself further into my book I tried to ignor the others thoughts.
"Maybe I should go see if I can find Ann," Jaspers thoughts entered my mind. Ann? The vampire he met a few years go? "Or I could stay here," he images him and Alice passionately kissing. This made my pain worse.
I knew my father had his mind in the right place when he changed me, but all he had to do was bite my Sam once. Once!
"Son I'm sorry, if I had known.". My fathers thoughts entered my mind once more. "Just please, go do somthing.".
"No." I said stubbornly.
"Get a new girl.". Emmett thought. That was it. Flying outside I smashed into him. Sending each of us crashing into the weak trees. I snapped at him and reached to grab his throat to toss him again, but three pairs if hands pulled me off him.
"Whoa, dude chill I'm sorry.". He said putting his hands up. Rose crouched in front of him.
"Edward that was unessasary.". Esme scolded me. Alice just stood there with her mates arms wrapped around her.
"Son. Control yourself.". Carlisle told me placing a hand on my solder.
"If he hadn't thought that." I growled at him. Looking over to Emmett, "I. Will. NEVER!" I yelled at him before running into the woods.
Sure I was a pain in the ass. But what do you expect. My mate died in front of a vampire. Who saved me, but not her. I loved my father- but also resented him. How could he take my soul and rip it to pieces like that?
I heard Carlisle approach me. "Son," he spoke aloud. "I am sorry. Please find it in your heart to forgive me."
"There is nothing to forgive. I understand it was difficult to change me, but why me? Why not her? Or both? I loved her. I love her!". I said emphasizing love.
There was sadness in my fathers eyes. "I don't think I could have taken care of two new-borne at once son."
Breaking down I fell to the ground as I remembered her sleeping on me. Her soft kiss and cheerfulness when death was fast at our door. How she was ripped from my arms forever with one small bite.
"Sammantha Ann Marie, i will always love you.". I said aloud into the night. My fathers head bowed, as if in pray.
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Ok so here's the first chapter. I know it's bad- but I promise the next chapter will be better. More planned out and edited. I hope to update by Friday. And it might seem slow in the beginning but inpromise it will pick up in a few chapters.
All characters belong to Stephanie Myer expect Sammantha Anne Marie.
Updated; 2/14/12 (HAPPY VALENTINES DaY!)
