Phat or Thick?

ch.15

Chanel

It was... Mckell. I haven't seen him since the mall. He wasn't just Rashawns brother, the one I met at the mall. No, to me he was the nigga that killed my mom. All I saw was red and I could feel the anger and hurt in my soul. I can't believe Rashawn would tell him to come here. Angie saw the look on my face and she was worried and nervous.

Angie: Chanel? Chanel wats wrong?

She looked to where I was looking and she knew why. I didn't say anything. I ran up the stairs before I lashed the fuck out in front of everybody.

Angie: Chanel!

Rashawn saw me and ran after me.

Rashawn: Stay right here Ang. I'll go see wats up wit her.

I ran into room and started pacing the room. I was so mad tears start coming down my cheeks. Rashawn came in and closed the door.

Rashawn: Wats wrong wit you Nel?

Chanel: No, what the hell is wrong with you? Huh Rashawn? Why would you invite that fucker to my birthday party!

Rashawn: Calm down Chanel. Look, he came to apologize.

Chanel: Apologize? Apologize? Well tell his ass he can keep his fucking apology. Because I don't want it.

Rashawn: Come on Nel don't be like that it was an accident. It took me forever to get his ass to agree to apologize.

Chanel: Oh really an accident. Was it a accident when he purposely killed my mom! That's what you call a got damn accident?! How would you feel if it was your mom and somebody wanted to apologize for taking some you loved life away? I don't give a fuck how long it took u to get him to apologize.

Rashawn: To be honest I probably would've killed them. I understand how you feel right now but all I'm askin is for you to forgive him and resolve shit. After this y'all don't have to say shit to each other. All I need is for y'all to be able to be around each other without any tension. Please jus hear him out for me ma.

Chanel: Fine.

Rashawn: Ight I'll go get him.

Rashawn left and a minute later he came back with Mckell. When I saw him the same anger and hurt came back. I could'nt even glance at him.

Mckell: Look my bad for killing your moms. I anit kno.

Chanel: Your bad? Really that's all you have to say? I said walking closer to him while Rashawn jumped in front of me was holding me back.

I was inches away from I could see his face clear ass day. He looked just like another and older Rashawn. The same curly hair, flawless brown skin, hieght, same plump lips, and same shaped eyes. But his where lower and looked like he was always high and his eyes were cold almost like he had no emotion. A smirk stayed on his lips at all times.

Mckell: I said I was sorry ight. Not my bad you had an annoyin ass mother that didn't give a fuck bout u.

As soon as he said that I reached and grabbed the gun that Rashawn carried in the back of his pants.

Chanel: Get the fuck out the way Rashawn. My voice cold as ice.

Rashawn moved to the side and I held the pistol to Mckells temple. I would never kill Rashawns brother. I just wanted him to know I wasn't fucking around and how it feels to be close to death.

Rashawn: Nel calm down. You don't kno wat u doin.

I jus ignored him.

Chanel: You didn't know my momma and you don't know me so watch what the fuck you say! How does it feel to have a gun to you and be on the edge of dying. Just like my mom! I said while crying. He still had no emotion in his eyes

Mckell started laughing an like this was the funniest shit in the world.

Mckell: Estipid ti fi ( stupid girl)
U should've heard the shit she said bout u when he talked to her. U anit tell her nigga?

Rashawn shook his head no.

Chanel: Tell me what? What did she say?!

Mckell: How you were ungrateful, a waste of space, and how u got yo daddy locked up.

Chanel: Wat? No that anit true she would never say something like that. I looked at Rashawn. Rashawn is this true? He shook his head up and down meaning yes. How come you didn't tell me?

Rashawn: Because u were already hurt and I didn't wanna make it worse.

I couldn't believe my own mom would say something like that about me. I shouldn't even be surprised though she treated me like shit when she was alive but I somehow still had a strong love for her because I knew that wasn't the real her and she was my momma after all. I put the gun down and threw it on the bed.

Chanel: I never thought I would ever forgive you but I can't move on if I don't. So yes I forgive you Mckell.

Mckell just looked at me letting his eyes speak for him. Rashawn looked relieved and happy that it was all over. He said thank you and kissed me.

Mckell: And sorry for calling you fat behind yo back.

Chanel: Wat?

Rashawn: It was a lil while back when me and Rashawn was talking bout you and how I killed yo mom but I anit kno you like dat and u not fat u actually thick and if Rashawn wasn't wit yo I probably...

Rashawn: Alright nigga we get it, Rashawn said cutting him off. Now dat all dat shit is over y'all can hug now.

Me and Mckell looked at Rashawn like he was crazy at first. I thought I would be more open to a hug and Mckell didn't look or seem like the hugging type at all but then Mckell spoke.

Mckell: Ight cuz I kinda like u compared to the hoes dat nigga had. You the only one wit the balls to pull a gun on me. Even his ass anit never pull one on me or any other nigga. Just don't try to stab my fine ass. At no tellin wat u got behind yo back after dat shit. He said nonchalantly. Rashawn and I laughed while I hugged him. Then we pulled back.

Rashawn: All right dats enough huggin my girl nigga. I don't trust u after that shit you said. We all chuckled.

Mckell: We coo now?

Chanel: Not just yet. I said before. Punching Mckell making his nose bleed and stumbling back a bit. Now we are. You kno I had to for my momma and you calling me fat.

Mckell: Ight. But damn you got a mean right hook girl. U betta keep her nigga. Me and Rashawn laughed.

Rashawn: Ok since NOW shit is finally coo. We officially a family now muthafuckas, Rashawn said while we walked out the room back downstairs. We all laughed. We got back downstairs and Angie asked what happened when she saw Mckells nose.

Rashawn: Let's just say we settled everything we all laughed except for Ang. She looked at all of us like we were crazy. She just shook her head and took Mckell to the bathroom to clean him up.

Rashawn: Did I ever say I love you enough ma?

Chanel: All the time.

Rashawn: Well jus kno dat I mean it.

Chanel: I know you do.

Rashawn: Especially after how you hoed dat nigga upstairs. I anit never seen anybody except me be that bold to that nigga. We both laughed. I love you Nel.

Chanel: I love you too Shawnee.

Hope guys enjoyed this chapter.

Mckell and Chanel made up. ❤
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