ch.23

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by girldreamer110

by girldreamer110

Loveleen's pov
I ran up to my room closing the door why me why me gosshh first Matt now this ugh I shouldn't have kissed him! I'm so stupid! Oh gosh I'm so dumb! I laid in my bed for a while then I got up and grabbed my guitar I started strumming some cords and began to sing broken hearted girl by Queen B
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me,
So tell me how is that?

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you,
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you,
But I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you..., yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

When I finished I noticed Juanpa standing by the door watching
"What the hell are you doing here!?!"I yelled
"Listen Loveleen"he said and sat next to me I got up walking away from him
"No thanks you can leave now your girlfriend must be waiting"I said sitting on a chair legs crossed waiting for him to walk out
"Hermosa don't be mad loo..."I cut him off
"Don't call me that"I said
"Okay okay just listen she isn't my girlfriend"he said
"Then why did she kiss you?"I asked
"She came to talk to me and saw us kiss so she went in for the kiss she wanted to get back with me but I don't please believe I'm not a fuckboy Loveleen"he said I got up walking towards him
"Look I've been threw enough today I just need some time alone I'm sorry"I said
"No it's fine I get it I'll be leaving now"he said and walked out of the room I closed the door and sat at my window seat looking put at the sun setting
"Maybe I should just stop dealing with boys"I said to myself I laid down in my bed slowing falling into a deep sleep.
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Molly's pov
"Grandmum"I whispered as I saw her laying in the hospital bed her face was pale and her lips purple
"Molly?"she said softly
"Is it really you?"she said with tears falling down her face
"Yes gran"I said crying too
"You're so grown up Love" she said smiling
"Gran I'm so happy to be here with you you're so strong gran I love you so much"I said crying I was in the room alone with her
"I'm strong for all of you"she said
"I know gran can I get a picture with you"I asked
"Of course love"she said I took my phone out and got 5 pictures with her
"Love lsiten to me I know I won't be here long"she started
"Gran don't say that"I cried out
"Please just watch your dad love he loves you much and your mum Kayla too he's only with Eleanor for Freddy and you he thinks you want to be with her but his heart belongs to your mum kayla"she said
"What?"I questioned
"Yes babe he doesn't love her make him see his mistake"she said
"Anything gran"I said holding her hand
"And love make sure he performs okay? And I know you sing could you go up there with him and help him?" She asked
"Yes gran I'll do it don't worry"I said soon everyone came in except the younger kids
"I love you guys"gran said we all said it back and went in for a group her I was still holding onto her hand she slowly began to close her eyes and let go of my hand her hand falling down on the side of the bed
"GRAN NO!"I yelled grabbing her hand
"Call a doctor"dad yelled auntie Lottie ran out to call the doctor
"DONT LEAVE GRANDMUM I barely got you back"I whispered the last part the doctor pulled me away from my gran as I cried and screamed to stay with her
"Nooooo"I shouted they took me put of the room after a while the doctor came out dad had his arms around me crying silently
"I'm so sorry"he said with sorrow in his eyes
"Daddy he's lying right?"I cried loudly
"She's in a better place now babe"he said softly
"I just got her back"I whispered
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☝ This one's for you Johannah💕 stay strong Louis!