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Kabanata 30

Kabanata 30

The bang of the door wake me up. I stand up straight and sauntered in the comfort room.

Oh, shit!

I yanked my panty down and Seft's semen flow in my thighs, mas lalong namula ang mukha ko.

Damn, we do actually did it!

I let my self drench by the cold water. Napapulupot ang braso ko sa dibdib ko, I can still feel his rough hands there, making circles. At wala sa sariling napahawak ako sa aking gitna.

Malagkit... Nanginginig... Swollen...

Marahas na napapadilat ako. God! What was I'm tinking! Napapasinghap na minadali ko ang pagligo. Knowing the man who is the reason why my mind gone insane, was just downstairs...

"Anak," Napabaling ako sa likod ko. Nanay was carrying MG, naka formal attire ito.

"Nay bakit po?" Taka kong tanong, is she going somewhere?

Napapahingang napatingin siya sakin.

"Nagka-problema sa isa nating negosyo. I need to fix it immediately before it get worse. Ayaw ko nang ang lolo mo pa ang gumawa ng paraan roon. I need to see it by myself."

Lumapit siya sa akin at ibinigay sakin si MG, my heart pump abnormaly. Ibig sabihin ay walang magbabantay sa anak ko.

"Nina was sicked, hindi naman pweding ipabantay ko ang apo ko sa kanya dahil baka mahawa. I really have to go." She kissed me before going out. My body paralyzed for a moment. Damn. My little baby girl is smiling at me innocently, wiggling her palm in the air.

"Mommy!" She laughs.

Oh, damn!

Seft, Anclie, MG, and me is equal being together.

My brain panicked. Seft would see MG! Damnshit! Pero hindi ko naman pweding iwanan nalang ang anak ko ditong mag-isa! I step every stairs going down, my eyes focused to the open foyer, they probably waiting for me. I shut my eyes closed. What to do?!

"Mommy!" She chuckled again. Agad sumagi ang mukha ni Seft sa utak ko, kuhang kuha ni MG ang mga mata ng ama niya, but her green eyes are pitch. And I'm very sure his father will noticed it the very moment I step out of this mansion. Pano nalang kung makadama si Seft ng lukso ng dugo? I'm still not ready to tell he has another child aside of Anclie!

Sa huli, lumabas ako. Paglabas ko ay mukha agad niya ang bumulaga sakin, his lazy looking eyes, rough and rude facial reaction, and his knee wobbling stares toward me. I feel lost again by that instant. At halos manginig ako sa kaba ng mapabaling ang mga mata niya sa batang natatawa as Anclie tickled her foot.

"Hello baby girl! Sama ka rin samin? Hahatid mo rin si kuya? Sweet naman! Oh, you want me tickling your feet?" Anclie keep playing with her. Ang mga mata ko ay hindi nilubayan ang emosyong namumuo sa mga berdeng mata niya. His bored look replaced by something unfathomable.

"Ma'am, handa na po ang sasakyan." Napabaling ako kay kuya Kardo. I simply nod at him. Napatingin uli ako kay Seft, but he is blankly staring at me. Palit-palitan sakin at sa hawak kong bata.

In the end, we settled at the back of the Van. Nasa gilid ko si Anclie katabi ng bintana, and Seft dwelled in the left side. Napapagitnaan ako ng dalawang lalaki sa buhay ko. My body went rigid. Lalo na ng magkadikit ang mga balikat namin. It was electrified.

"Karga! Karga!" While we were in the middle of the road, biglang umungot si MG at inaabot ang blankong lalaking nakatingin lang sa daan. She is stretching her tiny arms toward him, like she wants to be carry by him. Namamanghang napabaling naman si Seft kay MG.