It's Complicated

17

"Alexa don't worry, this needs to happen." Paul says as he drives me Spencer's apartment.

"You're right." I say cracking my knuckles.

It happens when I'm nervous.

We suddenly come to stop and Paul looks at me.

"Good luck, and I hope you don't hate me after this." He says giving me a small smile.

I pause for moment, to look at Paul.

Then I nod and return the smile.

"I wont." I say before getting out of his car and taking slow strides to the entrance of his building.

I open the door, with my key and take the elevator up to his room.

My chest begins to hurt as the elevator reaches his floor.

This is for the best. Emma says soothingly.

'I know but I don't want lose him.' I say back as tears begin to brim my eyes.

The elevator doors open to Spencer's loft and I knock on the door even though I have a key.

I hear some shuffling, then door opens revealing Spencer.

A shirtless, freshly shaved Spencer.

When his eyes meet mine they light up and his smile glows.

He pulls me into a tight embrace.

"I've missed you." He says pulling away to look at me.

I smile in response.

"Did you eat? I cooked." He says pulling me into his apartment.

I take in his scent that consumes me, and I get sick to my stomach.

Spencer notices as he turns to me.

"Babe are you okay? You look really place all of sudden." He says sitting me down at the island in the kitchen.

Alexa. Emma growls snapping me out of my daze.

"Spencer we need to talk." I standing back up.

"Okay, well sit down. You look like your going to pass out." He says nervously.

"I can't. I need to stand. No I need to pace." I say as I begin to walk back and forth trying to find the right words to say.

"Are you pregnant?" He blurts  wide eyed.

"No," I chuckle.

Spencer chuckles too a little nervously.

"Its not that I'm not ready for a baby it's just I'd like to get married first. I want to do it the right way." He says giving me a smile.

I pause and look at him.

"Spencer, I have something to tell you and there's no easy way to say it." I say slowly.

Spencer watches me carefully.

"We can't get married." I say.

Spencer's shoulders fall but he stands up immediately.

"Babe I know this is a big step in our relationship, but don't be scared." He says grabbing my hands.

"Spencer I'm not scared." I say as my voice cracks as his hands caress my cheeks.

"Then what's wrong?" He asks looking into my eyes.

I stare into his, knowing after I tell him the truth, his eyes will no long be as bright as they were towards me.

My name, my voice, my presence will no longer bring a smile to his face.

"I found my mate." I say as a single tear falls.

Spencer tenses, then he gently  wipes my tear with the pad of his thumb.

"Who?" He asks softly.

"Alpha Lorenzo." I begin to sob.

Spencer's soft face turns to anger and his hands drop to my hands. Hes then guiding me to the door, probably to kick me out.

He grabs his keys and I become confused.

"Where are we going?" I ask.

"To Lorenzo."

"Why?"

"So you can reject him." He says flatly and my feet stop.

Spencer tries to pull me but I yank my arm back.

"Alexa come on." His voice sounds half irritated half sad.

I don't react but just stare at him.

Spencer squints his eyes at me, then anger floods him again.

"So, you were with him." He shouts.

"What are you talking about?" I ask not like the tone he's giving me.

"All those times you were gone, you were with him. He came to your apartment, his scent was there." He says getting louder.

"First off, lower your voice. Second it was only three times." I say raising my hand.

"Oh so you slept with him three times?" Spencer chuckles.

I'm seeing a side of Spencer I've never seen and I'm not liking it.

"Actually no I didnt." I say giving him a sarcastic smile.

"You lied to me and cheated on me." Spencer says shaking his head.

"Spencer, I wanted to tell you but I knew it would hurt you. I was going to reject him bu-"

"But what Alexa?" He snaps.

I don't say anything because I don't know what to say.

"Unbelievable Alexa. Four years gone to waste."

Now that's when my heart broke.

I walk up to him and push him as hard as I could but he doesnt go far.

"A waste? You're calling me a waste? All I did was love you  for four years and youre calling it a waste?"

Spencer doesn't reply but his eyes darken.

"You can't be with Lorenzo." He says taking a step forward.

I growl at him.

"Why not? he's my mate, true mate." I say as Emma tries to take control.

"Because your mine." Are the last words I hear before I feel a pain in my neck.

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When you update four times in one day...

How was this chap??

The reveal?

Arguement?

THE MARKING!?

More drama coming soon!

Xo, daaprincess