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Kaele's POV

"YOU FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT!" He screams approching me with his hand in the air ready to drop down coliding into my face. "Luke i promise i didnt do anything.." "What the fuck is this then!?" He says pointing to a mess of a broken needle and a stain on the floor. "How dare you touch my things! Things you cant replace! You know how much that cost!? You think im made of money!?" "Luke it wasn't me! The whore u brough here last night took it . But i fought her off  because i knew you would get mad. Anyways she broke it then ran off! That doesnt matter to me though! im your girlfriend! You should be focusing on me! Not fucking other girls while im right beside you trying to sleep in the same bed!! " I then wanted to take those words back once i saw his expression. "I didn't mean to say that." I moved back a bit.

When i woke up the next morning my whole body was aching, my head was pounding and there was blood on my hands. I looked over, Luke was gone. I got off the raggity bed and stepped a few steps toward the broken bedroom door. When i looked to the side and saw my refection in the mirror. I had cuts all over my face. Bruises down my body. My hair was a mess. I was in my bra and under wear, but i remembered going to bed fully clothed.
I touched my wounds and cried. Each tear that seeped threw the open cut burned. I fell to the ground crying.

After about and hour i pulled my self together. I stood up shaking and took a shower. I turned on the water warm and undressed. Each step scared me cuz the way the beeting water would hit my cuts and bruises always hurt but felt good. I sat down letting the water fall all over me. Relaxed. I washed up. I sat back down and silently thought to myself of leaving Luke. I wanted to so badly. But last time i tried he put a gun to me. I came out of lala land and turned off the water and open the curtin. Only to see Luke standing right infront of me.
"Here" he handed me a bag of dis-infectant and cotton balls with a roll of tape. I took it after raping my self in a towel.

I dried off and was putting on a bra and undies. " can you pass those dark red pants there?"
"Huh"
"The pants"
"What about them"
"Can i have then?"
"Yes. Come get them"
I rolled my eyes and went over and got them, slid them off and grabbed my green long sleve.
"Im going out"
"Where?"
"Out"
"Kaele where!?"
"To the library, father."
"What?"
"To the library..baby.."
"Be back in half hour. I dont wanna go looking for you. I want you ass here with 3 grams and dinner. I want exact change back. Theres 50$ on the table."
I tokk the money and put my boots,jacket and purse on and headed straight down to the towns little towns library.

I walked in to the tiny library infront of our small village (stirlingmer) and our neighbour village, maxveiw. I walked all over and pulled out about 6 books so far in the past 10 minutes. Plus the bus ride was 5 minutes. Which didnt leave me much time left. I called luke and explained a lie that the bus was late and then ill be home by 7. It was 5:30 now. He wasnt too happy but he got over it. Everyone was looking at me cuz i had two long scrathes on me. When they looked at me i would reply with "my cat got into a fight last night and i interfeired". I don't know if they knew i was lying but it was better then edmitting.

I ended up reading 2 and a half books by the time it was 6:30pm. I took out the book i couldnt finish in time called backlash and another book about a pregnant woman. I always wanted a baby. I was turning 28 in a few days so i was mature enough but i didnt want luke involved or near my child at all. Once i had gotten pregnant. By luke, once i found out i ran off. But of course he found me and beat me. That night while he was punching me all over i started bleeding a lot . I was in so much pain. When we was done i walked to the bathroom and there it was a litle baby. The size of a olive.. i flushed it down so he wouldnt know or see. I was so hurt.. i took out a razor and started to cut my thigh. I havent been the same since. Now i fight back. Well i did util i was help captive with a gun to my head.

I took the books out and headed over and baught 3 grams from our regular supplier with lukes money.
"30$"
"Just 30$...it isnt that golden this week?" No. Cops busten in so we didnt get to bedazle it for you hot tits, sorry."
" will it do?"
"Yup."
He gave 20$ back. I went over to a chinease place and got him his food. He never finished. She i would wake up in the middle of the night and eat his left overs while i cleaned and the next morning i would say i though it was garbage so i threw it out sorry hun.
I had 7.43$ left of his and saved up my own money i had 30$ myself. I walked over to the mini café and got a small coffee. Outside there was a man hidding. I walked up.
"What you got?"
" nuggets, grinds, rolls, shrums, molly, u name it i probably got it"
Ill take a roll, a gram of grinds and do u have a cig?" He handed me all folded in a lottery ticket. I took out the baggies and stuffed my bra. Also pulling out my last 20$.
When i finally arrived home it was 6:58 and luke was standing at our front door pist off until he saw me 2 minutes early with his food and a small grey plastic bag.

We sat down and turned on the tv. He smoked joints while eating. I got up and went to the bathroom pulled out my bong from under a tile with a whole under it and smoked up. When i got back he offered me a blunt. I took it so i can high off of that instead if the hit.

He tried seducing me, but i kept purposly pissing him off. I didnt want the mulipul diseases he had.