Happy endings

T w e l v e

Coles P.O.V

And just like that, we ended. The one thing that made me complete, and I pushed her away. I treated her badly. I broke her and burnt our bridge. I love her so much.

She didn't come to school on the Monday, or the day after, or the day after. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, I couldn't text her because she blocked my number and all contact.

Did she move schools? Did she move cities? I need answers. I logged onto her facebook(yes I knew her password, she knew mine), and looked at her messages.

As I read through them I was in not shock. My friends had messaged her and called her terrible names and said horrible stuff to her for leaving me. She didn't seem impacted by it, she just seemed cold hearted. But I knew it hurt her, she was fragile.

This is one of the reasons she left, because of them. I read her messages with her best friend, after reading the things she said to him, I felt terrible for what I did. I know I'm in the wrong, but I could never admit that.

As long as everyone is aware, she was a bitch and left me. I unblocked myself on her messages and logged back into mine.

Hey cupcake, it's me, obviously. I'm sorry about what happened between us. I typed.

I waited and waited for her to answer. A few days later, I gained some courage, and decided to go to her house. I bought some roses and started walking.

As I got to her house, I felt a sad vibe. I pushed it aside and knocked on her door. Her mother answered. "Cole, what a surprise," she said, nervously. "Can I please speak to Sky?" I asked in a polite tone, with a smile so fake I'm sure she noticed.

"Oh Cole... You didn't hear?" Her mother chocked out, beginning to cry. "She committed suicide 2 months ago." She said in a whisper.. my heart just broke. This is all my fault.

I ran home as fast as I could, ran upstairs, into the bathroom and grabbed the biggest bottle of pills that I could, and without thinking, I stuffed them all into my mouth, chugged a cup of water, then sat on the floor.

I close my eyes and waited. I guess not all endings are happy ones.