Homestuck (fluff and smut)

Human SoberGamzee x FemChild Reader

Gamzee P.O.V

All of these mother fuckers have to die, i need their blood on my hands, why cant they just bow down to me. I AM THE REINCARNATION OF THE MOTHERFUCKING MESSIAHS!!!! I love when i dont have to be that high, guitar playing, MOTHERFUCKING hipster. I can let my killing side out. I never thought that this side could be calmed by this CHILD......they were quivering in fear and i saw tears in their eyes. It made me chuckle of how pathetic and weak they look sitting in the corner just starring at me. I see karkat rush in with some weird elixir, And i rush towards him. He had a face of shock and fear. 

' NO, STOP' a small voice screamed, it was high pitched and it stopped me surprisingly. I turned around and saw the kid on their knees and had a hand reaching out towards karkat. I turned fully around and walked toward the kid. She backed away slightly and i came closer but slowing down a little. She calmed down but i felt something jump on my back and push me to the ground in front of the child. I heard hand cuffs find themselves around my hands and belts around my abdamon, stomach, chest, and my neck. Even one in my mouth. The police started pulling on the belts and i started to choke but still fought, then they tightened and secured the belts then slugged me up against the wall. I was in a slouching position looking down at my lap. I heard cries of distress and saw the kid being pulled, by the arm at the door. I looked at the kid.........my kid......trying to break free of the police man's grip. I heard a ripping sound then a warm embrace. I looked down at my kid hugging me with a newly ripped sleeve and the mouth belt on the ground in shreds. The police men then get out their guns and point them at her. I nuzzled her head as much as i could with my state and kissed her head. 

'I'm sorry kiddo, I got to go......Karkat is going to help you until i get back.'

"How long will that be"

'Long enough when you motherfucking be able to see me on your own' I say with tears

'Gamzee please don't go, i love you, i know that your not my real daddy but you and Karkat are closest thing i had to a mommy and daddy, please daddy don't leave me. Who is going to make kiwi lime pies with me, and teach me how to play guitar, and calm down Karkat when he loses a game to Sollux............whose going to read to me at night when i have a nightmare?"I saw their pleading eyes and i started to cry, i felt my normal self come back and i looked at my kid. I felt my tears run down my face smearing the the already messed up face paint.I smile kindly and her and look up at a crying Karkat. He comes over and kisses my lips. I kiss back lightly and then we stop, i see our kid staring then Karkat lifted her into his arms.  She put their head into his shoulder and cried. I felt the police stand me up and drag me out the door. Karkat holds her in his arms and starts to cry as i try to resist the police.

'Sir, stop reisting or we will take your husband and child into custody and they won't ever have a chance to see you, if you have a chance for parole.'

'DADDY!!!!NO COME BACK PLEASE' i hear my child scream as i try to get to her, Karkat tries to grab her but she grabbed the officers gun.

'LET MY DADDY GO', she screams pointing the gun upside down. I feel the officers tighten their grip on me and one of them gets another gun out, one of the officers holding me puts their hand over my mouth as i start to scream and thrash around. Karkat tries to grab the gun from (y/n) but i heard a click and shot.

'mommy........' my daughter looks at a dead karkat in front of her, his blood all over her face and nightgown. She drops the gun and grabs karkat's hand. I start to thrash around a lot more violently, i want to scream but i cant. I start to kick the officers, then one of them grabs my little girl. I lost.... it. I bit the officers hand, hard enough to draw blood. He pulls back his hand and his grip loosens, i tear the belts loose and run towards my daughter and now dead husband. I grab her and hold her close sheilding her from the death of her mother and the officers bullets. After they are out of ammo and my back filled with bullet holes i let her go. I fall limp on the ground, i see my vision fading to black, i see my daughter get a gun from the officer she stole and shoot her head. I let out a tear and slowly and painfully grab my baby girl's body. I hold her and karkat close as i feel the life drain from my body. I wake up in a tunnel with light at the end of it and karkat and (y/n) and standing next to me, i grab their hands and run to the end of the tunnel into the blinding light. 

(A/N) THIS IS SO SAD, I'm not good at happy endings. So please enjoy this btw its HUMAN and SADSTUCK.