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stage I - denial


  16-05-12, 5:05 am

dear camden,

  i remember the first time i saw you. well, the first time i saw you on skype. we were almost at two hours, you were engrossed in a book and the corners of your mouth were upturned because the story was hilarious.
 
   and suddenly i dont blame her for loving you anymore. you are beautiful and when you turned your head to look at her, your expression was kind. a bit too kind. you are intelligent and loving. your hands are delicate when you slip them into hers, smiling genuinely as i see you tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. almost kind of like how you used to do to me.

    suddenly i dont blame her for falling in love with you. i just understand. and i cant bring myself to blame you either.

   you should be getting this in a day or two. i hope she's treating you fine, i hope youre doing alright. and if you dont write back, that's okay too.

just stay safe.
i love you.

shannon

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