Loving Her in Shadow || liskook

Prologue

Someone's POV

She's beautiful.

She's charming.

She's so adorable.

She's lovely.

I like her style.

I like her type.

I praise every single part of her.

I always look at her.

I often miss her.

I drool over her.

And I want her.

But, do you know what the problem is?

I can't tell that to her.

Not that I'm mute.

Not that she's very far away from me co'z actually, she's my classmate.

Not that, we're enemies.

Not that, I'm just playing and this is just a bet.

Not that, I know she isn't worth my love.

Cause the truth is, I am the problem.

Because, I am a coward.

I am afraid of everything about her.

I am afraid if I fail to amuse her.

If I fail to look cool in her eyes.

If I fail to be loved back by her.

I'm afraid to lose her.

But, I'm afraid to tell her,

I already love her.

But you know what's funny?

I already knew this is gonna be impossible.

But my heart doesn't listen to my mind.

My heart that only beats for her.

And my mind that tells me, I would never have her.

But, is being a coward good, or bad?

I'm just preparing...

Preparing to know her answer.

Preparing to hear her words.

Preparing to be rejected by her.

The bad thing is..

I didn't glance at the clock.

I didn't remember, time is running.

I was triggered by my alarm.

Alarm that she's already owned by another guy.

I am a fool, a loser, and a..

COWARD.

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