"How can I Unlove You?"

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"A New Tattoo"

WRITTEN BY: Catwoman26

4 Months Later. 

I know that I am still not okay, my heart is still broken. I'm just used to always be with him. I don't know how to express this pain anymore.

*Lights Open - Laptop, someone message me.

As usuasl these are my friends- I just didn't mind them.

When I'm scanning my News Feed.

I saw the publishing Page of our School. The "Express Yourself".

That's why I decided to write and express my feelings in here...

Title:  "ACCEPTANCE"

"To the GUY who PROMISED me A FOREVER.

Hi. How are you?

Do you remember the time you told me that we are going to fight this relationship till the end? Do you remember what you've promised me? Telling me that youre going to marry me someday? I guess no. Do you know how painful to see you WALKING AWAY that night? And seeing you HAPPY WITH YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP.

Yes, I still cant move on. Im used that you are always by my side you didnt teach me how to let go of the LOVE WE MADE. What is my fault? Why did you do this to me? I cant sleep everynight thinking how things suddenly turn to this. Only my pillow knows what is the reason I cry everynight.

 Only my pillow knows what is the reason I cry everynight

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We are young and sweet, caring for each other so much. The happy moments we had are still hunting me. I miss your calls at night telling me to get up early, the way I pinch your cheeks when you are getting upset. We've done so many things that our world became as one. Your friends are my friends, vice versa on my part. Our families know each other, WE ARE PERFECT AND FINE.

Now, 4months had passed and Im still not getting over you, your wife will bear your child in a month.. its painful for me to see that child, its painful for me to see you having a family. A family that I wished we had.

Forgive me readers, Im still on my Moving on journey. Theres no other way to help me move on, but acceptance yet its hard but I know time will heal this pain.

End Of Letter---

I'm now crying so hard, I don't know! I don'y know what to do...

NOW PLAYING:

"I Love You"

Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby
I hear your name and it's like I'm breaking, aching
You still got that power hanging over me
It's always over but still happening
Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby

I just wanna scream out 'til my voice breaks
Even if the tears fall and my heart hates me
Baby I love you

Uh oh, uh oh, don't know how I'm still breathing, breathing
I got this hole up in my heart baby, baby
And it doesn't matter what no one say
Even though it's broken, I love you anyway
Uh oh, uh oh, here I go again, baby, baby

I just wanna scream out 'til my voice breaks
Even if the tears fall and my heart hates me
I just wanna know how I can save me
Even if these three words choke and take me
Baby I love you

I feel your touch when I'm alone at night
But it's just me who's holding tight
And this life don't feel like you
There's nothing left but these I love you's

And I just wanna scream out 'til my voice breaks
Even if the tears fall and my heart hates me
I just wanna know how I can save me
Even if these three words choke and take me
Baby I love you

I love you
Baby I love you
I love you
Baby I love you


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"The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it..."Nicholas Sparks



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