Mentally | Mario Selman (Discontinued)

don't do it Lexa!

( still Alexa POV )

" Did Geo just said that were over?!" I look on the twitter. His tweets was:
" Finally I'm over with her. She's a freak that so weak and really really childish. I'm single😉 "

"What the fuck! He can't just say that to his followers. I'm not childish!" I storm off and walk to Geo house next to mine.
"Geo! Open the door!" I knock so loud
"Hey, princess" he smile at me
"Don't you fucking call me a princess! Your just an asshole who play with people hearts!" I yelled at him
"What do you mean?" He acted confused
"Oh, act like you don't know. Fine. What is this?!" I showed Alex phone
"Uh, that's not what I mean.." he start to look at the floor
"Your an ass! We're over! Bitch" I slapped him and left his house

I got inside my house and ran to the upstairs
I locked both of my door and window.
I cried myself out and buried my face in the knee

"Lexa! Are you okay?" Alex asked me
"Better than okay. I just need space" I sigh
"Okay, I'll be in the downstairs" he then left

"You know what. You don't deserve a life! You just a not normal girl who looking for that someone. You better killed yourself before you regret it. Commit suicide now" I felt like someone said that inside my head
I don't know what happened but, I follow that voice
I walk to the downstairs and walk to the outside.
I walk to the nearest beach.

"If I leave probably I will be happy. But, if I stay, there's upcoming things for me. Screw this! I don't deserve life! I'm so stupid why would I think someone will love me" I laugh at the end
"Yes, this is all right. Drown yourself and you wouldn't feel hurt anymore. You can feel happiness" I felt that voice is right. I should committed it back years ago
"Goodbye life" I walk to the water slowly it's getting deeper and deeper and soon I just felt drifting away.

Mario POV

I was on my room until I heard Alexa yelling at the outside.
I think that Alexa and Geo had a problem so I just left them alone.

15 minutes pass and I saw Alexa walking to a beach down the street.

I feel I should stalk her, so I did.
I walk slowly behind her.
Making no sound

"What the heck are you doing Lexa! Alexa!" I started to ran to her. Because, she walk to the water and slowly I couldn't see her head anymore
"Alexandra! Please wake up!" I swim and picked her body up
"Please! Please wake up!" I put her in the sand and try to gave her a CPR.
I called Alex first and the ambulance.
Her families are running down the street to here
"Don't you worry, I'll hold you for long enough" I whispered to her ears hugging her

Then the ambulance came and put her in a stretcher.
She get an oxygen put on her face.
All I can do is just watch her get drag away from me with an ambulance.
Then my family and hers drove to the Hospital.

My eyes are getting bloodshot.
Alex is tried to hold his tears.
Cat was calming Alex down
Her mother was crying on Mr. Holt's chest
My mom just wait and pray.
Alexandra doctor was saying

"Alexandra, have a really critical mental illness. She probably need to stay at mental hospital for awhile. Cause, in the last therapy she could feel something in her head talking to her and asked to commit suicide and she couldn't control it. Although we may keep her until she was better enough" the doctor then leave
"I knew she was unable to do this alone! I told you guys to just make her homeschooled! So she couldn't feel hurt! You won't understand what she felt! She's my twin! I could feel her emotions when she's sad or mad! I knew when she needs me! But, you're don't wanna hear me!" Alex yelled at his parents and ran away
"Oh my god. He's right" Alexa mother was crying.
And that's is the last time I see her. Cause next month we'll be out from this town.

**Next month.

Alexa was transferred to mental hospital.
She's still the same.
She just going through therapy and else.
This is the last time I'm gonna met.

"Lexa? I buy you flowers" I put next to her
"Today, I'm gonna go back to Boca. I visited you for saying goodbye." I talk and she just stare at the floor without saying a piece of words.
"Please....st..ay..with...me" she cried
"Don't cry babygirl" I pulled her into a hug
"I'm gonna miss you." She smiled
"Miss you more" I wiped her tears
"Don't ever forget me" she smiled
"I'll remember you forever" I kissed her forehead
"I love you, goodbye" I tried to hold back tears but, it start to escaped.
Then I left her in there.

Author note:

For someone out there who thought that they weren't deserve life. You are wrong! You deserve it. That's why God make you. Everyone life's have ups and downs.
So you just have to be prepared and tried to control it. If you were different just embrace it. Don't try to be someone else. Love you, Raissa❤

P.s I know this chapter kinda lame and blah