Isa

Welp looks like i need a doctor.

I wake up and one thing comes to mind...

I will find this guy who did this to me and I will get my revenge...

I awake to a growing pain in my head and the feeling of heavy blankets over me.

I gently open my eyes to see a white sterile room where there's a heart rate monitor and I have an over in one of the veins in my hand.

Even the littlest moves hurt my body. I take deep breaths in and out.

I look beside me to see Erick playing on his phone.

I can barely move but I manage to grab ahold of his hand squeezing it. He looks up at me with relief. I try to tell him what I want but my vocal cords no longer want to work.

It's like something's pressing the mute button to me because no matter how hard I try to talk something invisible is holding me back.

Erick looks up at me his eyes show relief and he gently caresses my hand. He's still in his party clothes.

"Hey." He says gently. I open my mouth only to close it giving up on talking.

Water I mouth he raises an eyebrow at me. I mouth it again. Water. He nods and grabs a glass of water on the night table next to my hospital bed. 

He brings it up to my dry and cracked lips. I gently take a drink of it the soothing water going down my throats in sweet trickles. 

I gulp down the water thirstily.

"Sorry." He says quickly when the cold water spills onto my hospital gown chilling me.

I shake my head pushing away the water and turning on my side away from him.

"Are you okay." I just want to scream at him. No I am not okay I am slowly dying inside. I am slowly falling into the black depths of our world. 

Instead of saying that I just nod slowly. I sit up my body aching and my head pounding with a force I can't even explain.

He helps steady me against the pillows his body awfully close to mine. His light breaths fanning my face, Smelling of mint and stale chocolate chip cookies.

Goose bumps settle on my skin and I lick my dry cracked lips.

A doctor in blue scrubs and a white lab coat comes in. "Hey how are you doing here today ms. Li?" I shrug and motion to my mouth. "Can't talk dear?" He asks.

I nod and motion to the doctors note pad.

I write in beautiful letters. My head hurts as if someone is nailing a bunch nails into my brain. My body aches and I can't seem to get words out.

I then hand the note pad back to him. He reads what I have written carefully. "It's normal to not be able to talk after the amount of traumatic events you have had.

Erick looks at me and raises a questioning brow at the words traumatic events.

I just turn back to the doctor. "Well we are gonna have to get a MRI of your head and see if that's okay. And for the body ache

I can give you some pain medicine in you IV if you would like."

I nod fiercely. "Yes please doctor." Erick translates for me.

"Alright I will put that MRI in for tomorrow morning and we'll get you that pain medicine here a few minutes dear." The doctor says squeezing my knee.

"Sounds good sir." Erick says to the doctor watching as he walks out of the room.

"So what traumatic events have you experiences missy? I think I deserve to know." I motion for his phone. He hands it to me.

I type in my answer.

Well I was raped a year ago, then my parents died, and then I was almost raped at the party.

I type furiously before handing it back to him.

He reads it and anger is evident in his voice.

"So that is where that jagged scar is from! Did he cut you to!" His jaw is clenched and his voice raises.

I take his phone back for him typing my answer yet again.

No that is from the car accident I was in with my parents, the only thing the two rapists did was bruise me and ya know....

I sigh and hand his phone back to him before laying back down in the hospital bed. "Are you okay." I shake my head and squeeze my eyes shut.

"Get some rest" Erick whispers to me putting my blanket over my body. And then sitting right back down on his phone.