Thug Love

Run Away

Jesse P.O.V

I walked into Queen room and saw her laying down watching tv. I climbed in the bed with her and warped my arm around her.
"I'm sorry Jess. I should've told you about him."
"I thought about that and I think we should be friends right now. I'm still here if you need me." I stated
"Yeah I agree."
She cuddled into me and place her head on my chest.

I don't know where we going but Ik I want to be in her life forever.

4 Days later

Levi P.O.V

I sat by Lauren's and baby king grave silently crying. It hurts so bad for them to be gone. I wanted to grow old with Lauren. I wanted to see my baby be born. But that got token from me within a blink of the eye.Heart break hurts.It's like you can feel in yo stomach and only thing you could do is hold your hand over your heart and wrap you hand over your mouth to muffle your cries for others won't hear you.

"I'm sorry Lauren. I put you and my baby in danger. I love you with all my heart and even tho you dead you will always be in my heart. Ik you and baby K in heaven having a ball. Save a spot for me cause one day we gone reunite again. Happy birthday to the both of you. I love y'all." I said wiping my tears with the back of my hand.
I kissed both of they tombstones and stood to my feet.
Only person i ever cried to was Myanna. Not even my own mother knew how bad I was hurting.

I got in my car speeding off towards the house. Myanna been acting weird lately. It's like she isolates herself from everybody else. She stay locked in her room. She don't even come out room to eat. Jesse even tired talking to her but it didn't work. Even when my mom came home a few days ago she didn't let her in. Her and my mom not that close but they close. Jada and Keyatta even tired to get her to open up but she jus won't answer. Only reason Ik she alive is because I hear her shower getting turned on around 3 o'clock everyday. I planned on talking to her whenever she came out but I see she not coming out.

I pulled in the driveway of the house and got out. I walked in and heard silent cries. I walked up the stairs and walked towards the cries. I stopped in front of queens room where the cries got louder. She sound as if she was crying her heart out. I turned her knob and surprisingly it was unlocked.

I opened her room door and saw
    her on the room cradled in a ball crying.

"What's wrong ?" I questioned her as I sat down next to her.

She didn't say anything. She just laid her head on my lap and cried.

I just rubbed her back and stayed quite. She don't need nobody telling her it's going to be okay. She just wants somebody there for her. To hold her and just be there.

Jesse P.O.V

I sat on the beach thinking about my life and how 1 person could change your life so much.

In the weeks of knowing Myanna she turned my ice upside down and made me fall in love.

I really don't got no family. My homies I had turned out to rapest and try had to die. Too much pussy out here to be trying to rape someone.

I'm hurting bad right now. I need to get away. I got in my car and drove. I had nowhere I wanted to go. I just needed to clear my head.

Love that Shit ain for me. I'm going back to old Jesse. Fuck Love. I'm getting pussy.