Winter Break(one direction & 5sos fanfiction)

Chapter 17

Harry kisses my lips and im boiling with rage. Why is this boy kissing me. He knows i have a boyfriend. I dont even like him like this. He just broke up with Jessica and is now kissing me. 

i unconnect our lips and push him back with all of my strenght and stand up immediatley. my breathing is heavy and he looks up at me confused. 

"WHAT THE FUCK HARRY!" I yell at him stepping in front of him. He looks a bit intimidated and he better be.

"whats wrong?' he says to me grabbing my wrist and i try to yank him away. my arm is in pain and i try to ignore it as much as i can.

"YOU JUST KISSED ME! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND HARRY YOU KNOW THAT WHY WOULD YOU KISS ME YOU JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS WHY WOULD YOU..." i scream out getting cut off by the doorbell ringing.

i start to move towards the door andi forgot Harry still has a hold on my wrist and he pulls my arms back and i yelp in pain. tears well up in my eyes and i blink them away. he looks at me worried and i finally escape his grasp as the doorbell goes off again. i run over to te door and Harry runs after me. i open the door to see Calum, luke, Niall, and Zayn and i try to put on a smile. 

"uhhhh were here to pick up Harry," Calum says looking at my exposed stomach. i instantly cover it up and push Harry out of the door. 

"ill meet you guys at the car," Harry says and they all nod and walk to the car. 

i stare at him and i feel scared as he inches closer to me. He moves his lips close to my ear and whispers with his hot breath against my skin "ill see you later babe," and he kisses my neck. I step back and as he leaves i grab his arm.

"dont ever call me babe, got it!" i whisper shout to him and i push him out the door and he walks proudly over to the car. i slam the door and run upstairs.

i rush into my room slaming my door closed and i collapse on the floor clutching my wrist crying. i couldnt belive that he kissed me. what will Louis think of me. will he hate me? woud he kill Harry? what would happen! i guess im a cheater now. great im Hayden the cheater. 

i didnt kiss him back but i couldt do anything about it. does this make me a cheater i dont know. 

i look at my wrist and its been bruised by how hard Harry held onto it. i lay on my little patch of carpet above the hardwood floor and i hold up my wrist above my eyes. i look at the bashed up arm and i move my fingers over it and aply pressure. i let out a scream and i start crying again. 

i spot my phone on the floor and i grab it to call Emily, Rose,and Nicole. i didnt want to call Jessica cause i figured she may be a bit upset at the breakup. i look at my messages and Louis texted me so many times "Hey love, how are you doing?" "Hayden?" "Love, are you okay should i come over?" i texted him back saying "im alright Louis, do you think you could i hang out with you tomorrow after school please?" i say pressing send and he replies within 10 seconds. "sure love, we can go to my house. my mom and sisters may be there but its alright (: love you xx" he says and i reply with a thank you and i love you to. 

getting my mind back to the situation i call emily and the rest of the girls and they all agreed. 

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*HARRY POV* 

the boys and i were on our way to one of Ashtons amazing parties. i didnt want to tell the boys about the kissing Hayden situation but thats all i thought about. thinking about it now i realize it was wrong but it was just so perfect. She probably hates me now which really concerns me. She thinks im a manwhore now doesnt she. knowing my reputation with girls, i dont blame her at all. I can tell she is thinking about it now. probably saying "just a stupid tattooed boy who sleeps around," honestly it hurts a bit that i come off like that but its my fault. i choose that.

we arrive at the party everyone runs in accept Calum. 

"what did you do to her Harry?" Calum said to me making me nervous although brushing it off. 

"nothing i just needed someone to talk to about my breakup," i say and he rolls his eyes and we escape into the crowd of drunk teenagers. 

so far so good i dont spot louis anywhere. i feel sorta bad to ruin his relationship and may ruin me and his friendship. i know i cant tell him thought. he cant find out but to my stupidity i know hayden will tell him. great fucking great.

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i run down the stairs and pull open the door and grab the girls hands and dash up the stairs. 

"woah woah woah calm down," Nicole says and i push them into my room. 

they all sit on the beanbags and look at me confused. 

"HARRY CAME OVER AND KISSED ME!" i yell to them and crash onto the bed and feel as if i shattered into a million pieces. 

"Wait, he came over! and kissed you! is he fucking crazy!' Emily says motioning her hair every which way. 

"what an ass whole, he breaks up with jessica and just kisses you! and he knows you have a boyfriend!" Rose says and i nod my head. i cant cry anymore. no tears threaten to spill and im glad. 

They look at me full of sorrow and move over to hug me. im happy they arent judging me. 

we hug for like ever and all of the sudden ruining the complete silence in the room something flies through my open window crashing into a vase shattering it to peices as if imitating my broken heart. we jump in shock and motion over to the window. 

"theres no one there, what the hell," Rose says and i walk over to what flew into my room. it was a rock and i turned it over and found a note attached to it. i yell to the girls and wave them over to me. they look confused and i take the note off and read it. 

"someones a cheater. very nice Hayden good going. Wait until Louis breaksup with you and then you will feel the real pain. unless you get any surprises from me before your heart shatters into thin air. im waiting," it reads

my heart stops and i feel dizzy. i fall to the floor on my knees screaming at the letter as my friends huddle around me. 

why tonight, why me, why answer me god why?

(A/N OMFG I HIT BRILLIANCE IN WRITING TODAY I THINK XD HONESTLY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE XD I HAD MAJOR WRITERS BLOCK ALTHOUGH I THINK THIS TURNED OUT PRETTY GOOD (: