Winter Break(one direction & 5sos fanfiction)

Chapter 12

My breathing was getting heavy

My heart wouldn't stop pounding

I lean over my desk gripping the edges until my nuckles turned bright white

Tears creeped out of my eyes

I felt so dizzy that if I moved an inch I would pass out.

"Not again, They can't do this to me," I whisper to myself letting go of the desk and throwing a blue notebook across the room.

When my parents were murdered my brother and I were forced to move away from our old house. the murderer was never found. although before the tragic day had occurred, my family was sabotaged in the worst of ways. we were given death threats we had near death experiences. I couldn't ever figure out why. but the murder is still out there. I can feel it.

I pace back and forth in my room tugging at my hair.

My head is pounding so hard it feels like a hammer is slamming onto me.

I lean down to the floor slow and steady and wrap my trembling arms around my legs.

My head falls to my legs and I begin sobbing.

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*next day*

"Good morning sleepy," I hear Adam say.

My weary eyes open and my tears have stained my red cheeks.

"Hey are are you alright?" he says sitting down next to me

I sit up and place my hand into his and look into his worried eyes.

"It's happening again," I breath out

Adam is taken back and our breathing is in sync.

He hugs me and I silently cry into his shoulder.

"Listen, we don't know much right now, we have to wait alright. Now today I want you to occupy yourself and your mind off it okay?" he says whipping my tears.

I smile to him and nod. he kisses my forehead and walks out of my room.

Laying in bed for a little bit I decide to take a shower and walk around town.

I push my tired body out of bed and stalk into my bathroom.

Ripping off my clothes I step into the shower and what seems like hours in their I start to condition my hair.

After about 10 minutes I wrap myself into a towel and go grab some clothes out of my closet.

I put on a black sweater with some black jeggings and throw on my white hightops. I grab 6 bracelets and slide them over the scars etched into my arm.

I honestly don't want to do anything to my hair so I brush through it and leave it be.

Applying some eyeliner and Chapstick I grab my little purse and walk out of my house.

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*Louis POV*

"Get up lover boy!" Harry and Zayn say in unison.

I whack them with a pillow and hide under the covers.

"Get the fuck out of my room!" I reply under my covers. Do they have to so this everyday holy crap

"Did you honestly think we wouldn't tease you about this! you slept over at the girls freaking house!" Zayn says taking the covers off of me

I smirk and try to get up.