I promised myself that when it was over,
I'd laugh at the memories.
But here i am without a smile in sight.
I promised myself that i would call you,
Just to see if you were okay.
But here i am and i can't even dial your number.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldn't shed a tear.
But here i am, shirt almost soaked.
I promised myself i would let you go gracefully.
But here i am, hating myself for letting you leave.
I promised myself that when it was over,
I wouldn't look back.
But here i am unable to move forward.
I promised myself i would say goodbye.
But here i am, still saying I love you..