| Shattered heart |: Oikawa Tooru x reader

- 12 [trust] -

Warning: foul language

"Kei, any new girls?" as I sip my ( favorite drink ).

"No, I don't have time for that. I mostly find all girls annoying anyways." Kei take a bite of his cheesecake.
"Are you gay?" I whisper towards to him and he frown as he stop chewing his cheesecake.

"Kidding bruh." I throw a peace sign and Kei rub his temple.
"So how's Aoba Jousai for you? Hmm, I feel like your setter is pretty good for his serve, you know?"
I nod my head in an agreement as I sip another of my ( favorite drink ).

"Tooru is pretty good with his serves. It's very powerful. I mean like it can almost send chills to your bones when you see him serve. The way he jump is like he's soaring for victory too." I smile as I look to the side.
Kei pushes his glasses forward to his eyes and smile.
"Tooru? Seems like you like him or something."
"Oikawa? No." I shake my head.

"You just said his first name."
"Did I?" I look to the side and think.
"Anyways, let's hang out in another day Kei. I really miss you." I begin to pack my items and pay for the meals

"How about I drop you home (y/n)?"
"I don't see that as a problem. Let's go. Be a gentlemen, I suppose. " then we both head straight to my street.

Your street:

"Then my sister said that I should be in a relationship because I'm getting old. Who does she think she is? Right? Kids these days want to get discipline or something." We walk in front of my gate.

"I'll be going now, good day to you and your family. Thank you for the hangout. Next time will be on me." Kei wrap his arms around me and I smell his good odor as I am against his chest.

I wrap my arms around his waist and pat his back.
"Text me when you're home buddy and see yah." Kei unwrap himself from me and put his headphones on.
I walk to my front door, but suddenly I'm stop by a familiar voice.
"I see. You went home early, but really it was a date huh?" Oikawa step out of darkness.

"Sure Oikawa? It's my life and business. Not your type-of-deal to be concern about me."

He scoff in an annoying tone and focus his brown eyes at me.
"Concern? Concern? Of course it is! I'm concerned about my manager saying that she had to go 'home' , but she ended just talking to a boy that she likes!" He cross his arms together and wait for me respond.

I step back from him and shake my head.

"Okay, like it's not even a big problem. Do you not trust me Oikawa? I didn't even need to be at practice today! Coach said that I could even go home and then Kei said we should hangout! First of all, I don't even like Kei! He's like-"

"-I don't want to hear your lame excuse. If you're starting to skip practice because of him then we're better off without you!" His eyebrows arch up and Oikawa wait for my reaction.

Without you? Huh... that's sounds familiar....

Flashback:

Shun shakes his head and push me away from him.

"Sorry, it's not you. It's me. You've been acting strange ever since you-"

"-Ever since I saw you cheated with ( your best friend's name )?" I softly whisper and he chuckle. Shun run his fingers through his hair.

" I don't want to make you think it's wrong or anything, but I think that ( your best friend ) and I are just better without you. You know?"

" Okay. " I reply.

"Really?" He smiles and then hug me.

"You know, you aren't a bad ex-girlfriend at all-"

"-talk to me ever again," I raise my head up and look at his (f/c) eyes, "I'll kick your ass. Wish you both the best." I push him away and then turn my back before I could do anything.

Don't fall for those players, (y/n).

Present:

"Okay. " my voice crack as I comment his suggestion.

"Okay what?"

"Since you're the volleyball captain and I'm the manager. You don't obviously trust me and whatever. I will quit today as an Aoba Josai manager then because I guess the guy that I 'like' is more better than being manager. Deliver this message to the coach tomorrow that I don't want to be manager anymore then!  I can't believe you don't trust me, Oikawa." My eyes start to be teary, but I run to my house before Oikawa can say anything.

Your room:

I wipe my tears away and I see I had 13 missed calls from Trashykawa.

Don't talk to me

School day:

Hey, I really do like you. Please really meet me in the room 12D to hear my love for you. I'm sorry that I didn't say anything from when I told you to meet me under the tree.

-secret admirer

I sigh and see that everyone is getting ready to eat lunch. They carry their bento box and I walk out of the classroom.
I don't feel like eating.

I walk to the classroom 12D and I see someone standing in the middle of the classroom.
"Are you the one who left me a note?"
He turns around and smile.
"Yes, (y/n)." He make a low hmph sound and push his glasses up towards his eyes.
"Class president?!?! What? Why?"
"You see..."

Flashback: Class president's POV

"Oikawa-senpai is so..so... hot!"

"When he plays volleyball, he can serve it to my heart!"

Great more great things about him.

"Can you guys go somewhere else if you're going to talk about crappykawa? I'm trying to study here!" (Y/n) snaps out and scoff.

Eh, a girl that doesn't like him.....?

I look at her and she frustratedly eat her ( favorite snacks ) loud. 

She's kawaii...

As I feel redness on my cheeks.

Present: Your POV:

"Oh, I see. " I give a light laugh and scratch my head.

"Will you accept my feelings?"

I smile. " I do, but it's just that I'm not interested. I mean you don't even have to ask me if I can accept. You have the free will to like me or hate me. I just cant return the feelings back.  Sorry, but I have gym right now. I will see you later, Class president."
I bow to him and I leave him.

Gym:

Oikawa and I avoid each other as we're in the volleyball unit.
"Rotate position!"

I see Oikawa in the opposite position and I'm serving now.

Feel like I'm so tired.

I bounce the ball and see Oikawa avoid looking at me.

I throw into the air and jump to hit, but then I blackout.

-end of chapter-

LOL, not ded. I feel like I just wanted to write bsd x reader and complete my akashi x reader book. ^^

I will try to date often. 🤔😢😊🤓👌

-Dazaihime