i am a wretched wreck of a person
i will smoke out before you ever come close
killed the old me before i even got a chance
every time something happens
they got me drunk and got rid of the evidence
erase myself. repeat
she manipulated me
erase myself. repeat
so many ways i have died
sometimes i think i die everyday
every time i breathe
i'm constantly replacing myself
trying to be better each time
there's always something to be fixed
something i could improve on
i'll never be like how i want
i will die trying
to be something at all
