I hurt myself today..
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real.
The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
Tried to kill it all away, but I remember everything.
What have I become..?
My sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end..
u could have it all, my empire of dirt.
I will let u down, I will make u hurt
I wear this crown of shit, upon my liars chair full of broken thoughts.
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappear
U are someone else I am still right here..
What have I become..?
My sweetest friend everyone I know.....goes away....in the end..
U could have it all my empire of dirt, I will let u down, I will make u hurt...
If I could start again a million miles away, I would keep myself I would find a way..
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Yes, I did promise...and I did not break it..
