I'm broken,
With no one to talk to.
My friends
Mad at me,
Gone,
Or not talking to me.
I turn,
To the one thing,
That never
Leaves
Or changes.
My razor.
I pick it up,
Press it to my skin.
And sigh.
I almost
Drop the weapon
That harms me.
I almost
Stay strong
For once.
But not this time.
An ear piercing
Scream
Fills the empty house.
Tears
Fill the room.
Pain
Fills the silence.
Once again,
I've broken.
And this time,
Nothing can fix me.
Blood runs
Down the drain,
Mixing with the
Pure,
Clear
Water.
Ruining it.
I cry,
Salt water
Drip
Drip
Dripping
Down my cheeks,
With seemingly no end
To this misery.
I let the pain,
The blood,
Run through my fingers.
I don't know
What to do
Anymore.
Nothing else
Helps.
I bite my lip,
Trying to forget
The crimson red,
That flows,
From my wrist
Into the water,
Down the drain.
I collapse
Because I'm never
Strong enough.
I cry,
Because there's nothing else
To do.
I cut
Because no one
stops me.
They don't even try.
Thy don't even suspect,
When I'm quiet,
I'm imagining suicide.
I give up,
Because no one
Will miss me
Anyway.
Goodbye,
Everyone.
Goodbye,
No one.
