My mobile was still ringing loudly, and it wasn't helping me to calm myself down after what happened. I accepted the call after drying my hands that were sweaty now.
"Mom, Hi!" I greeted, a smile forming on my lips just at the thought of mom and how she would be sitting on the bed right now, with dad sitting right beside her askimg her again and again to let him talk to me. I miss them a lot sometimes, I just wish I could be with them just like we used to.
"How is my daughter doing?" She asked, but there was sadness in her voice, she knows she can't hide anything from me but she never learns. I let out a sigh, silently praying that every thing would be fine.
"What's wrong, mom?" I asked my voice getting a lot softer and I realized I was still standing outside Jungkook's house, I started to walk towards my apartment. I usually liked nights like these, when everything was quiet and it was just you and your thoughts but sometimes I hated all of this. Well, everyone has ups and downs in their life, don't they? It isn't just me.
"N-nothing." She tried to speak but I heard her sniff and I knew she was crying. My heart raced as I took in a deep breathe, trying my best to stay calm and act maturely which is usually really hard for me.
"Mom, don't cry! Where's dad? I'll ask him if you keep on crying like this. You're making me worried." I whined softly, why did I have to move Korea to study? I wish I was there with her right now to comfort and hug her and tell her that everything is fine.
"Dad's not here, We had a fight." She whispered, I could barely hear it. But when I did, I was shocked. Mom and dad never fought, this was unusual and now I knew that it really was something really serious, although her crying was enough for me to know that something really bad was going on.
"What, why?"
"He's having an affair-" She started but couldn't finish as she broke down, fully crying now. I felt my heart falling down and crashing into a million pieces against the hard concrete floor but it never did, it would've been a lot better if it literally happened though.
"Mom, please, at least stop crying." I pleaded, not being able to hear her loud sobs. This was something that was unbelievable, my dad was never like this, he loved mom a lot. How was that even possible? I won't be able to believe this unless I see it with my own eyes or hear it myself from dad. Maybe mom is mistaken, maybe she just thought that he's with someone else and it's all a mistake?
"Why Audrey, why did he do this to me? What did I ever do to make him do something like this?" The world was spinning around me, I sat down on the bench that was thankfully near me at the time as I tried to take everything in. All of this was too much for me, I never imagined something like this and it's still a lot harder for me to believe whatever mom was saying.
"Mom maybe you're mistaken-" I started but was cut of by her.
"Mistaken? I saw him with her, from my own eyes. How can that be a mistake?" She said, her voice now more enraged than sorrowful. And I was seriously getting more worried for her after every passing second."Mom calm down, you're going to get sick." I spoke softly, but it didn't seem to effect her. All I heard were her sobs, as I closed my eyes, taking in deep breathes to stay calm.
"What will even happen to me? I'll be fine. Just remember that I love you, no matter what happens, I love you and- your dad does too, maybe it was me who was too blinded because of my love for him, maybe he never really loved me?" She said, I knew she was lying but before I could say anything, the call ended.
The way she said it all, made me more worried for some reason and I tried to call her numher again but the number was not reachable. My heart beat sped up and I quickly called dad, he was the only person who could help me right now. God knows what mom would do, all I know is that you should never leave a sad person alone when they are in their worst state, their brain seems to be clouded with weird thoughts that you may regret later.
"Dad? Please go to mom right now, she was crying and she suddenly ended the call and I'm really worried." I spoke right after he picked up and I heard his panicked voice.
"Why was she-" he started, "alright don't worry, I'm on my way. I'll call you later." He spoke as I nodded my head in response and cut the call.Tears threatened to escape from my eyes but I held them back, I don't know how long I sat there on the bench. My brain was going crazy and my heart didn't seemed to function properly. I just hope everything would be fine.
I quickly wiped my tears, knowing that I shouldn't be weak right now, that everything really did depend on me somehow. Getting up from the bench I made my way to the park, I won't call it a park since it was closed now for some reason but it was the only place where I could sit and just think about life, where nobody would disturb me and I could finally let all my feelings out.
There were rumors of ghosts there and to be really honest, I was scared but after a couple of days when nothing happened, I started to get comfortable with that place.
I let out a sigh, looking up at the moon that was shining brightly while I walked towards the park, trying my best to not cry anymore.
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This was more of a filler chapter, well not like every past chapter isn't a filler since it's just the start. Plus i didn't feel like deleting this story because of how much I've worked on it, and still am. So please support this story ❤
By the way, what do you think about the affair thingy? Is it really dad's fault or mom is just over thinking things?
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