By the time i get home its about 10:30 pm. Dang we stayed out literally all day. But the only thing i was focused on was the kiss. It was so perfect feeling his warm lips against mine. He is just a perfect human being.
I sneak into the kitchen and grab a frozen dinner from the freezer. When its done i go up to my room and relax on the bed. I instantly feel relief from how busy i've been today and i turn on the tv for some Netflix as i eat. The first thing that pops up is 'This is Us' and i can't help but click on it.
Half way through the movie i'm practically sobbing my eyes out. All the sudden my laptop goes off. i open it up to see that Niall is calling. Crap! He can't see me like this i look like shit. The only thing to do is fix myself up and let it ring so it doesn't look like i ignored him. After i change into some sweats and a T-shirt i pick up my laptop and call him again.
No answer.
I turn the movie back on and wait for thirty minutes till i call him back. "Hello love! How are ya?"
"I'm good. i was just watching your movie actually."
"Oh yeah. Its a good one." he winks and smiles. "So i was thinkin.." he paused for a moment "i mean, i'm glad i saw you at the mall."
"I'm glad i saw you too. And uh, thanks for the kiss." i blush shyly. Then he starts blushing. Aw. He's so adorable. But in a dorkish way.
"Oh that?" he asks. "I'm sorry if i disturbed you. If you didn't like it i could..."
"You could what? Take it back?" I start giggling. "No i liked it. I never knew what one felt like until then."
"Really? You mean you've never been kissed?"
"No i haven't." I start blushing "Um its getting late i should probably get to bed." I tell him trying not to be rude.
"No go ahead. I am too." Then he blows a kiss and says "goodnight love!" He's so sweet. I close the laptop and finish the movie and eventually dose off around 2.
I wake back up to my phone going off. it's Niall. "hello?" Then i hear faint voices.
"Dude she'll be pissed if she finds out you've been with another girl." I can definitely tell thats Liam.
"I know, i know." i hear someone else say. Wait. Is that? It's Niall! Why is he with another girl? I immediately press end and start crying.
There are too many thoughts running through my head right now. Has he been cheating on me? With who? How does Liam know? Who is in on this? I'm probably just a girl for the media. That's just not like him. "NOOO!" I scream to myself. I keep telling myself to calm down and stop asking questions. I eventually manage to stop asking questions but that doesn't stop the tears or the pain i'm feeling.
My hair is messed up. My mascara smeared. I've literally cried so much i chocked and vomited. So now im here sitting over the toilet saying "What did i do wrong?"
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I wake up on the bathroom floor and fix up the mess I've made to my room and myself. The only good thing that's happening today is that i get my cast replaced with a boot so i can actually walk now. But that's later. I had asked Niall to come with me so he was coming to drive me there later. But now I don't want him to. I want to see his face and love him but how could I if he's cheating on me? I'm not looking forward to this.
