I lay there, my body wrapped around his. It was so warm. Then I felt small amounts of water fall into my hair. My baby was crying.
I turned around and looked into his glossy eyes. And then I kissed him, it felt like the longest kiss in the world and I loved it.
"Why are you crying?" I questioned.
"I just don't want to loose you again."
"You won't, I promise." And then I kissed him again but this time with force. He bit my lip and his tongue touched mine. It was a glimpse of Heaven.
He pulled away and hugged me until my body hurt enough for me to have to push away.
*knock knock knock* The door opened softly and the boys walked in. They had balloons and flowers for me. I smiled and got extremely emotional.
"Thank you so much guys." I said as I began to cry. Then they all gathered around me and hugged me lightly.
*
Later that day I was released from the hospital and we headed to the flat where the boys were staying. We all sat on the couch and watched Anchorman. We ordered pizza and then headed off to bed.
Me and Niall sat on the couch had deep conversations about our lives. Then he asked me what happened before they found me at the bus stop. I really didn't want to talk about it. I had lost my virginity and was beaten by men.
"They um, they beat me and..." I tried my best to spit it out but it wasn't working. Instead I just started weeping.
"What else?" He asked? But all I could do was sit there. "What else did they do to you?" This time he demanded it.
I fell onto him helplessly and cried "They raped me. I'm so sorry. Please..."
"Oh my God. It's okay babe. You're with me now. You're safe."
Wow that was harder than I thought. But he understood and we sat there and he embraced all of me. My imperfections and my scattered emotions. He then, carried me to his bed and laid down with me. We slept until noon the next day because I had been awaken in the night with nightmares.
We headed out to get lunch at Subway. Just me and him. I love him so much but he was leaving again for tour soon. I didn't want him to leave me. Not again.
I needed to get home. Angie and Dad said they had a surprise for me. I pecked Niall's cheek as he dropped me at my house. He didn't pull out, instead he pulled into the driveway.
I walked inside and there were my parents standing with a suitcase and tickets to every place the tour stopped. I squealed with excitement and then the door squeaked open. It was Niall, he had changed into a tux and had a rose in his hand.
I ran to him and jumped up wrapping my legs around his waistline.
"Did you plan this?" I squeaked.
"Yeah. I talked to management and they gave you tickets to travel with us for the rest of the tour!"
"Oh my God babe! That's amazing thank you so much!"
"Come on now. We have to leave! Our flight leaves in an hour and we have to pick up everyone else." He blurted quickly.
I ran and gave my parents a kiss and grabbed my suitcases. "I love you!" I yelled as I walked out the door.
We hopped in the and rode off to pick up the rest of the boys.
