The CrissColfer Story

Forgotten

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When I'm confused, there is really only one person who can help. Joey Richter. Not only is he one of my best friends, he has known me forever and always has good (and honest) advice. I grab my phone and find his contact name.

"Darren? Hey buddy, what's up?" Joey answers the phone.

"Hey, uh, not much. Just filming and stuff, you know. How are you?"

"Good! We all miss you like crazy, but understand, you are a big wig now."

I laugh. "Not quite, far from it actuallyâ€Â¦"

"Well, why'd you call? Did you run out of Red Vines? Because as much as I'd like to think you are just calling for a friendly chat, we really haven't been in contact much lately…"

Although he says it in a jokey tone, I sense the sadness, and he's right. I haven't been in contact with the Starkids much lately. "I know, and I'm sorry about that. I have been busy getting to know all my co-stars, that's kind of what I wanted to talk to you about. I think, I might…"

"Oh do you need some girl advice?"

"Well no not exactly… Kind of the opposite…" After I say that there is a long silence on the other end.

"Joey…I think I like Chris."

"Who's Chris?"

"You know, Chris Colfer. The guy I work with on set."

"Wait, Kurt? The gay one? Whoa whoa whoa… Back track! "

"Yes, the gay one, and-"

"But I thought you were straight?"

"Well, you know. I thought I was too. But I've never been one to put labels on things."

"So are you like, bi? Because I really don't know, that would weird me out a little."

"No! I think I'm gay. I've never felt this strongly about someone before. But I need help on what to do."

"Yeah I'll say! Okay, well, um, tell me the story first I guess."

I explain to him everything that had happened between Chris and me so far, and described my feelings for Chris. "I just really feel like we were meant to be. Which is ridiculous because I have really not known him long but…"

"Wow, that's a lot. Um, to be honest, I'm still stuck on the fact that you are gay. I think that the connection you and Chris have is great, but what if you are like, Chris-sexual? Like, have you ever been physically attracted to other guys besides him?"

"I don't know."

"Well, I think that's where you should start. This next week or so, see if any other guys you interact with you think you are, you know, attracted too."