The one she met online ***ON HOLD*****

Ch 1:

-Amanda-

I sat in my bedroom thinking how could he do this to me?.. I told him id wait for him he actually told me I had a chance and now its just done because he found someone new?... I don't get it .. expecially after he said I love you too me...

(2 weeks before)

I was getting ready for the day I was going to meet josh at work so me and him could spend some alone time together sense we haven't been able too for awhile, I was dropped off at nakita and then walked over to hallmark where josh worked.

Me and Nakita walked into his work and when he saw me he smiled , I did too I missed him so much , missed everything I was so happy to be back from vacation! , Josh said hed meet me in the front , so we stayed there until he came, We left Nakita and walked outside to the little park area that was by his work.

"so what are we gonna do I asked?" looking at him in the eyes I was always shy looking at him in the eyes because he made me so nervous

"Were gonna do what we usually do" he said grabbing me and kissing me on the lips

me and him did this a lot you could say we were friends but not a couple we were just kissing and making out , and I hated it but liked it at the same time .. because he was defintly my type.. his break ended and I went back to nakitas .. we had done a lot more then I had wanted too ..

(now)

All the thoughts were in my head .. the memories that I till had I didn't get how he could do that to me .. to us;.. ? he told me he wouldn't hurt me that he wasn't like the rest but he just was... I was still balling my eyes out... when I finally closed my eyes and passed out...