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(Castiel's P.O.V)
"Balthazar, Gabriel, how are my two favorite brothers!"
Castiels
"Cassie! How's the little shag-a-Winchester business going?" Balthazar asked.
"Balthazar Novak!!! This is why I can't talk to you guys anymore without being mentally scarred, I have better things to do anyways!" Gabriel exclaimed
"Like what Sam Winchester?"
Balthazar taunted
"Screw you Balthazar!" then Gabriel flashed out
"So Cassie now that it is just us how's the bf?"
"I'm not dating Dean, and my name isn't Cassie it is Castiel. Dean and I share a platonic relationship, and that is it."
"Cassie, he loves you and you love him just tell him how you feel"
"Balthazar I cannot, I fear rejection. I don't want to be rejected from Dean."
"Too late." Balthazar flashes them into the motel that Sam and Dean were staying on. "Surprise, Cassie."
"Balthazar you imbecile" I sighed "Hello Dean, Sam."
Dean dropped the burger he was eating and Sam sat wide eyed and jaw dropped,
"Hey Cas long time no see" he got up and hugged me.
"Yes, well uh Sam, I'm going to take you up to heaven or wherever Gabriel is and we are going to leave these two to get to business."
"Uhh yeah sure, but what......"
"Don't question me Winchester, just follow me."
Balthazar and Sam walked out leaving Dean and me in an awkward silence.
"So uhhh Cas what did you want to talk to me about?"
I blushed "Well first let me apologize for intruding on your dinner, and for my idiot brother and umm well I have to tell you the truth...."
"The truth about what Cas? hey buddy are you alright?" he stood up and stretched out an arm towards me grasping my shoulder, I couldn't help but think about how toned his muscles were, and how firm his grip was or what else his grip could be tight around........ He shook me out of my thoughts
"Cas are you alright?" He said looking into my eyes with his bottle green orbs.
"Dean, I really don't know how to say this because my "people skills" are a little "rusty", but I believe that I'm in love with you......"
Dean didn't move at all he stood there with his jaw dropped, "Cas yo.....wha....ho....huh?"
I knew this would happen I'm such an idiot why would I tell him, screw Balthazar I'm going to kill him when I get back to heaven. I flashed out and flew to my favorite garden in heaven sitting there crying when Gabriel came up to me
"Cassie? Why are you here? I thought you'd be with Sammy and Dean-o."
I sighed "I told him I loved him Gabriel... And he completely hates me now." I managed to spill out before starting to cry again, I heard 10 prayers from Dean all rush in at once but I couldn't respond, I knew he hated me I didn't want to get hurt. I heard Gabriel sigh
"Cassie, he loves you more than anything and considering John Winchester is a homophobic dick bag, you're his weakest link he cares about you more than anything, hell he even beats off to your name..." he smirked
"GABRIEL! Ughhhhhhh." I fell in a ball on the ground "I just want to be happy with him." he rubbed my back.
"Then go talk to him Cassie. He loves you a lot."
I sighed, I hated when Gabriel was right, "Alright I'll talk to him. Thank you Gabriel." I flashed out.
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