Princesses, weaknesses and independence

She's lost

unedited [this one's short aha]

In the shadows, hid a girl with big doe eyes that kept the universe trapped within them. Her words were spoken with strange tones and heard with false meanings. Willow fingers attached the thin hands were cold as they wrapped themselves around her body, a sigh filling the air while the girl found sleep to escape her harsh reality.

Though, next to her pillow held a pregnancy test, two lines marked showing the fact she was carrying a child. The girl was single and far from wanting a relationship, but it didn't stop the lust that starved the ones around her. She was said to be beautiful, no matter how naive she was and they all wanted her. She was kind without trying and her honesty was a family honor. 

She knew what the boys only wanted from her and therefore she had always refused the many dates and promises of a good time she received. Her virginity was something she found to be a prize to her future lover, a gift of her purity that she planned to only share with the one that gave her a reason to smile and laugh without uttering more than a few words.

The kind girl with long brown hair never knew that going to a party that celebrated the football's undefeated season would change it all. She consumed shots and danced with everyone, her giggles ringing their ears as she gracefully moved her legs and wiggled her hips to the beat of the countless songs that played from the large radio in the corner of the room.

The vodka eventually got to her and left her wobbling around, her still laughing as she watched her closest friend flirt with one of the football players. Easily she would've said that she was going to get a ride from another friend as it seemed her best friend was occupied for the night, but the boy was staring straight at her with interest. He was a transfer and the moment he stepped in the school he was one of the athletics, and one of the many man whores.

He was kind despite his flings, though his flings wanted the night with him as much as he wanted to pleasure. No one ever knew that he would force the girl who would weep at the fact she was naked the next morning with a terrible ache between her legs. 

She knew who it was as he was the one who woke her up later that night, kissing her as if they were lovers. He wanted more and she didn't, but he wouldnt stop as he had his way with her once more; her cries never being heard as the music was still blaring at 4am. 

It was a week after that time, the morning sickness came in and her doctor had given her the assumption; handing her the slim box that held a pregnancy test.

It wasn't long until she couldn't keep it a secret anymore, her belly bump began to show and people began to notice. This girl was a believer of not having abortions no matter the reason, besides she didn't have the heart to destroy an innocent life that was forced into her care even if she did.

People began to talk, and it reached the boy who had placed his hell into the heaven between her legs. His words were strong, violent almost as he screamed at her in the janitor's closet. His words were loud, demanding her to abort the baby before it was too late. For the first time in her life, the girl threw violence at him. Her jewelry bound fingers came in contact with his skin and she was fast out of the closet, clutching onto the bump of her belly. 

She swore to protect the little life in her belly, even if the man who stole her virginity was the one that she had to fight against.