Pieces Of A Gone Girl's Lost Mind

Silently Dying

I've cried so hard before, but never have I cried until my face was puffed up and my eyes looked lifeless. I've been in pain before, but never have I been in so much pain that I was trying to grasp myself so tight and catch my breaths while I prayed to wake up and for the pain to stop. For the first time after the incident, we met again and I felt my whole world crashing down all over again. As our eyes met, an overwhelming feeling took over me. His name was screaming in my head but refused to be spoken. I froze as I saw him approaching, I could hear his every step even though the music was so loud. As he came closer, my mouth dried up and my throat tightened. We were steps away and I forced myself to keep looking his way, then there he was standing in front of me, but still looking ahead. And then realization hit me, he was still looking ahead at anything except for me.