I love You

Chapter 2.2

Shawn
Its another day and another hella school.

"Shawn get up your gonna be late!" Mom yelled "yes mom!" I replied I washed up got dressed up and after that I left and grabbed my bag and phone.
I decided to text Camila in the morning.

"Hey Mila goodmorning!😉" I texted
"Oh hey Shawny!! Dont miss my house lets walk together." She replied
"Yeah sure no problem Mila;)"
I texted back

As I pass their house she waved at me and walked."Hi wassup" I said she just smirked and said "Lets go"

Its only a few days before camping and its gonna be great.I hope so.
Camila and I can relate to many stuff except being a bully and she said it doesnt make them feel good see people get bullied because of their life status or outer look and now I realize how bad I became to the other students at our school.

As we entered Jack grabbed my hand as I grabbed Camila too.The guys were there and the girls as well.."W--ait whats going on."  Camila asked
"Just wait,mija." Normani said
"Lauren and Cam has a special announcement to you two since you were too busy doing your job but anyways here is the announcement.." Jeremy said
"Waiitt is it about Cam and Lauren are official?" I asked
"Yeaaaah how'd you know?" Nash asked "God then who else had told you guys?" Ally said,confused.

"No one has told us but then yeah we just noticed of how close Cam and Lauren are." I said.Damnit I forgot to let go of Camila's hands til Dinah said "Close like you too,holding hands?"
and Camila replied so fast "He pulled me awhile ago so here he have'nt let go and who cares he's a friend." Then she pulled back and I just did as well.

Oh my Gerd its already thursday and on monday is the camping until wednesday afternoon it'll be fun with Camila as a partner.Yup.I knew what she's really into and we have so much in common.

At my second class its English and here I dont know anybody well I know but were not talking or what.
So you guys know I KINDA have feels for Mila but then I cant and I have to stop.

This guy Justin he is a damn badass boy and even worst than me.Really.By his age of 18 he had sex with another girl from other school named Ashley and he doesnt care at all.

He came up to me before the teacher came and acted he didnt knew that I noticed. "Aye Mendes,its Justin and are you in a relationship with any hot girl?" He asked with a smirk on his face
"Uhm no" I said not focusing on him
"What do you call Camila Cabello?" He asked  "Were just friends and please stop talking about her and I ok?" I said then he left after nodding.
He looked back and said "Just make sure I gotta make a move on camping night." he laughed and I felt wrong.He's a jerk and he'll make a move on Camila? No way.I'd better tell my feelings than let him take place buy anyways Camila will just reject him,I think.

At lunch our groups ate together."Hey Shawn and Camila who are your partners on camping?" Lauren asked
"Shawn" "Camila" we said,together and we looked at each other then laughed.

"Woahh!" Ally said "I thought you dont like each other but see you two will sleep together!" Jeremy teased

I just smirked at him and ate my muffins.

My next class is with Camila and its Science.She is smart at everything except economics.She hates it.

I went to my class with Camila,I was supposed to sit infront but she grabbed be towards the back seat."God,Mila why here?" I asked "So we can talk." she said then smiled.I sat beside her and we were telling jokes and she laughs so cute.I fixed her hair our of her face.And I heard someone coughed a fake one.

I heard a snap of a camera.It means someone took a photo of us.I stood up and nearly went to the guy but Camila grabbed my wrist "Its fine Shawn.I dont want you to get in a fight again.Atleast we know what they want to do with us is false.Okay?" she said and I nodded as I sit down.

Camila
I know I should'nt feel this way againts Shawn.I think I like him but no he doesnt like me.He just wants us as friends and until that only.Camila you need to stop it.

From  now on I planned to avoid Shawn to stop this feelings.I dont wanna fall in love with my bestfriend.Well I think I actually am in love already,somehow.

After Science I didnt even waited for Shawn,I just left.He grabbed my wrist and said "Camila whats happening to you?","Nothing I just have to go." I said

No more running away Camila.I should be scared of happy.I need to.For me to become happier.I know Shawn makes me happy but I need to leave it,for our friendship to remain.

It makes me sad to think about this shit.I dont even know myself right now.He's my camping partner and now I need to avoid him.

Lunch
Shawn went to Dinah since I was'nt there I think"Hey Dinah! I just wanna ask where is Camila?" he said "Uhm Shawn your baby isnt here." and Shawn ran away.I heard it,All.
I told Dinah my feelings."Dinah I think I like him." I said looking down. "Is it Shawn?"
she asked,I nodded then she held both of my hands and said "Its fine,its fine.Look at Cameron and Lauren they're friends that became a thing and nothings wrong with it.You two seems so close and sweet.Im here Camz.Always here." I hugged Dinah and she hugged back and patted my back.We sat on the bench outside the building when someone called Dinah on her phone."Wait Mila,Ill just answer the call" she said then I just nodded.

"Yes,Dinah Jane here." Dinah said
"Dinah its Shawn,where is Camila?"Shawn asked
"She's been avoiding me since science.Im nervous about her,is she ok?"He continued
"Yup she's with me and by the way,why are you looking for her."  Dinah answered
"I was just concern about her,she's been like that since yesterday." Shawn said
"Oh well then Ill just text you later.Bye" Dinah said
"Bye" Shawn said,then.

"Dinah who was it?" I said "Mila it was Shawn he was looking for you."
I just leaned back at the bench staring at the sky until the bell rang to signal its end of lunch I didnt felt good that time I didnt ate breakfast and lunch.All I remember was I was walking to my next class and eveything I see is black.When I woke up I saw Shawn holding my hand and he is a sleep.I was laying down on a bed and I noticed it was my home.When Shawn noticed me awake he asked "Mila,you alright?" and he placed his hands on my forehead.I said "Yes,Thanks" and he kissed my fore head and I felt butterflies in my stomach,lots of them.

"I must go and I think you need to have more rest,the nurse said you lack energy and rest and she thinks you have'nt ate." he said
Then I heard a knock on my door,it was mom. "Sweetheart,Shawn took care of you this past hours when you fainted.Shawn heres the soup I made for her and if you wanna eat we have more downstairs." Mom said,Shawn just nodded and got the soup from mom "Thank you Mrs.Cabello." as Shawn got it and looked down after."Shawn just call me Sinu." mom smiled and Shawn nodded.As Shawn sat down and fed me I broke the silence as he was staring deep in my eyes "Shawn sorry if I avoided you a while go."
and then Shawn cutted me off with "Shh Mila dont have to say sorry.I just need you to take some rest.We'll have a great camping day and my partner must have energy.Ok?"
Shawn said and I nodded and smiled.

He wasn't there when I woke up but when I asked mom she said he left already.
He left 20 minutes ago,mom said.Before he left he gave me a note,I guess.I woke up with a post it in my fore head,hes so crazy.

"Camila,
  sorry if I made you feel anything that caused you to avoid me but anyways I wanted you to get some rest and I want you to eat your dinner and breakfast tomorrow.Its not good to skip food,ok? And by the way Lav ya Mila! Dont worry I liked every pic on your instagram account.You were sleeping so good I didnt wanted to wake you up.I just wrote you a note.I baked banana muffins as your mom said that was your favorite its downstairs I baked it with your sister.Anyways I love you MiMi.I also wanted to say thank you that I met you.It would have been a worst school year without you.Thanks again banana princess.Love you! Make sure to get some rest! Tell me if your gonna go to school tomorrow.Ill drive you there if you want,so you dont need to walk or drive your car.Bye boo! <3
                                                                                                                         -ShawnyBoi <3"

He is so sweet I didnt want to loose him when I confess my feelings one day,I know he doesnt see me that way either.I just have to keep it and try to leave it.