I love You

Chapter 2.3

Shawn
Finally its now friday.Im gonna enjoy the camping on monday its gonna be hella fun!

But theres one thing I need to hide,is the fact Im in love with her,Im in love with Camila.
The day she ignored be is also the day she fainted.Is she hiding something.Like something peronal,she aint like that before.Anyways since it will be 2 days before camping I need to just chill and fuck up.I dont know what Im saying right now.Obvious right?

But yeah its crazy.

I went to school.Camila didnt texted me or meet me before school.I thought were already fine but Ill do anything to make it up to her but what did I ever did? But who fucking cares I like her.But she never knew cause I never showed.I kinda did but she just didnt noticed.

In our first class she wasnt there either and when I saw her friends with my friends I said "Excuse us please." and I pulled Dinah "Yo chill" she said.

"Dinah,where is Camila.Yesterday she fainted and she was fine when we talked but where is she now? Is she avoiding me again?" I asked
"Yo,your kidding right?I saw her a while ago morning and I thought she's with you now!" Dinah said in reply "No Dinah then where is she?" I asked Dinah said "I dont know--" she haven't finished when I interrupted "Thanks,anyways" and ran I grabbed the keys of my car and drive to Camila's house.I was sweaty because of I was nervous.
The time I arrived I knocked and the moment Sinu oppened it "Hey Shawn come in"she said "Maam is Camila here?" I asked very nervous "Yes she's upstairs she went home cause she didnt feel well but I think its just because of the bad weather.You can go check her up." I smiled and said "Thanks".As I ran up to her I knocked on the door,"Come in" her angelic voice said.As I come in her face looked shocked "Shawn what are you doing here,you must be at school?!" she asked,confused.
"I chose to visit you since I was so scared about you" I replied "Shawn dont cut classes your mom or dad might get mad." she said "Sorry I was just concered." I said as I held her hands."Shawn,you have done many things for me and its all enough I cant pay you back." she said "No Mila you dont have to.Now get some rest and Ill be right here if you need me.Your friends are very nervous about you specially Dinah." I said as I covered her with the sheets to make her feel warm.

"Shawn you know I can be fine alone here.You need to do your own buisness." She said and then covered her whole body under the sheets.
"You can burry yourself right there and sofocate but I wont leave you until your fine.Really fine." I said then laughed,she got out if the sheets and laughed with me."Fine Im going to school again,you Shawny." She said and nearly standing up."Not so fast,Mimi.Lay down and get some rest." I said and lay her down again.
"You aint mom nor dad.You cant take control of me." She said and Mrs.Cabello screamed from down stairs,"Listen to Shawn,Camila!".Maybe she heard us since the door was a little bit open and our conversation was loud.Camila sighed and she said "Shawn lock the door please." And I followed."Could we cuddle?Just for now I feel cold." She said,I was shocked but I guess it was a friendly cuddle only and the fact that she doesnt like me,she always talks about her crush Ryan Goosling.Shhhhh.
"Sure,anything for you." I joked
as I laid down beside her.I kicked my shoes off my feet.Her head was resting on my chest."Shawn Thank you for everything." she said and then I wrapped my arms around her and grip tighter,"Mila no need for thanks.I mean I love doing it." I said with the bad boy thing like before."You shut up!" she said then laughed.

Why is she so fucking adorable its not fair.
But I dont wanna loose her when I comfess to her.She is one of my bestest friend and Im not like Cameron or Lauren that would risk friendship for love.

Im gonna tell ner my feelings on monday.Its camping

Camila
The time I asked Shawn to cuddle,I was out of mind.But he made me warm.His big arms were wrap around me and squeezed me so hard that I feel so so so compfortable.