The Devils Infatuation

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(Aadya)

Many people say my beauty is beyond mortality. My goddess like features attract the rarest species of men, that only a majority of 'beautiful' people are likely to attract.

Not to sound conceited or anything but I can practically have any man I want. But the thing is I don't want just any typical man I want someone who will love me on the inside, and not just for what I possess on the outside.

I don't mean to lure men in, I would actually prefer to be alone. But it seems as if God had other plans for me. Meaning I'm a heartbreaker. I know what your thinking, "wow this girl is so beyond herself." I can assure you it's not like that at all. I turn down the men that come onto me just a little to strong.

I'm just a girl you know? I go to school, I have issues with myself that people wouldn't understand. So I don't know why people look at me as if I'm some toy that they can just play with whenever they want. I have a heart too you know!

Also doesn't help that my father is one of the richest man in the states. His big business grows everyday expanding its expense. The thing is I don't use his money to my advantage I have a job so I can pay for my life.

He just doesn't understand that. I'm his little girl, and with that he's always given me what I want, and insist that I take his money to blow it on stuff I'm never gonna need.

I'm 19 so yeah I need to start living the life of an adult. It gets difficult at times yes, but I absolutely refuse to take my father's money for help.

I want to do it on my own, I've always been that way. When I was younger I'd save up my own money doing charity  work and organizing a bake sale.

I strived for greatness even at a young age. I want to live life to the fullest. The only problem is I'm not sure what I want to do with the greatness I'm dreaming for. Maybe I'll start my own little business that can grow into its full potential. But maybe for now I'll just travel the world to see the many wonderful places and opportunities that can lead my future.

And maybe along the way I stumble across the perfect man. Who can love me for the beauty I hold inside. I mean a girl can dream right?
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It's about eight in the afternoon here in NYC, and I sit in the large rounded arch window sill. Just thinking about my future and what it has in store for me.

My sparkling hazel orbs look over the lights of the city. The three story mansion stands above most of New York. It's easy to see the many lights that shine over the hill tops, the view is all in all absolutely breathtaking.

I called dibs on this room specifically for the meraculous view. My twin brothers Jax and Aiden were not happy at all with the results of who got what, but I am older so...

I put in my ear buds to listen to some music. Yes I listen to music just like everyone else.

I go to my playlist and specifically choose a song out of the thousands on it.

I lay my head on the wall spreading my legs out onto the bench, my back pressed against the beautiful structured window.

Closing my eyes and imagining myself on a beach, the sand in between my wet toes, making an unusually satisfying feel.  I can easily imagine the sun hitting my pale NYC skin. Turning it into a crisp beautiful brown color. The waves hitting against the rocks sending my body into a peaceful slumber.

I inhale deeply the sound of the music is low but enough to have my foot tapping to the beat.

My wonderful thoughts are interupted by my brother Jax barging in with a large pout onto his chubby childlike cheeks.