Jungle of Hearts

My Dream come True

Jungle of hearts:

I needed to get everything off my chest, Jamie wouldn't stop asking questions and every minute I spent alone I was thinking of Harry and it was killing me, literally I felt like everything was crumbling around me. I stormed out of camp rushing up to the booth where everyone went to spill their hearts out, I was calm. Calmer and surer than I had been in a long time, but it was short lived. I broke, everything shattered around me as I broke down into tears, as soon as I was out of hearing range and out of sight of the camp I let every emotion out. I proberly looked a mess but to be honest I couldn't give a fuck, I composed myself sitting up straight and running my fingers through my hair, and wiping the proberly messy tears stains off of my face.

"Sorry, sorry," I started letting out a light chuckle, "I guess..." I tried but then started again, "You know when I was with Harry it was like a dream" i said looking into the camera "I had always dreamed of being his number one girl, you know I was your stereotypical FANGIRL, I mean..I even read a couple of those stupid fanfics" I said with a slight laugh, "I had the posters, the music, anything I could get my hands on" my breath became shaky as the memories flushed to the front of my mind, "he was perfect, never put a foot wrong and was- well is everything I ever dreamed....I loved him...heck! I still love him, he was just my dream come true...." I paused inhaling deeply as the tears started to flow, "he was my everything, but now I guess he's someone else's, he is the one but I guess I wasn't." The tears rushed down my face as I franticly tried to inhale air into my lungs, "I'm sorry" I chocked to the camera looking to the floor before getting up and leaving. I walked to the lake inhaling the fresh air of the Australian jungle in which I was calling home. The air was clean and the surroundings so piece full, I would do anything to live in this moment. My memories taking over as I sat down on the rocks swinging my legs out over the lake and admiring the setting sun, my tears had dried into my skin as a small smile played on my face as I thought of the first time I had met Harry.

It had been at London fashion week and Cara had introduced me to him after we had finished our last run, he asked us out to an after party. I didn't really feel like going, just wanting to soak away happily in my bath tub but Cara being Cara wanted to play match maker and who was I to say no? I was a big Harry Styles FANGIRL and there was no hiding it. The night had gone on and on, but half way through I had lost Cara and was on my own, completely drunk and vulnerable but then came my knight in shinning armour, he picked me up bridal style to his car before driving us back to my house. He even carried me into the house placing me onto my bed taking my shoes off and leaving me to sleep, but I had tugged him back making him lay down beside me, and from then on we- well "I" was happy, completely happy...but I guess there never really is a happily ever after.

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A/N: Oohhh!! What do you think Harry will do? What do you want more of? Trials? Fights? Maybe Jamie's POV? LET ME KNOW! LOVE TO YOU ALL!