Jungle of Hearts

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Jungle of Hearts:

I'm cold, hungry and depressed but I'm not giving up, I can't. I've had to do so many trials and even though I know it's because I'm Harry's ex it doesn't stop the way I feel about him, I wish It did GOD! How I wish I didn't feel like this! I was currently laid out on my bed up in the trees that Jamie and I had won in a challenge the other day.

I needed to get all of this off my chest. I stood up only wearing the red shorts provided by the show and a plain blue bikini top because of the heat, it was nothing like I had experienced before! I gathered a few toiletries that we were aloud to bring with us deciding to take a shower, once I reached the creek I stripped down so I was only in my bikini before stepping under the wAter and undoing my hair. Usually I would be worried about all the cameras watching while I was trying to have a quiet shower, but I knew they would proberly put some stupid sexy song behind this when it went out on TV but all I could think about was Harry. I wanted his attention, more than he would ever know. I gave it my best shot, remembering some I had seen from previous shows when I was younger.

Once I found that maybe it was time to was back. I wrapped myself into a towel and headed back to camp, "Jasmine do you really need to walk around like that!?" One of the older contestants Asked me in pure discussed, "for fuck sake! What is your problem I yelled dropping the Towell and pulling on my assigned t-shirt, "you are! Your a spoilt little gold digger!" He retorted, I pulled on my shorts walking over to take a seat across from him. "Come on then, enlighten me. How am I a gold digger?" I asked raising my eyebrows leaning back slightly on the log I was sat on, "one name, Harry Styles." He said in a mocking tone, I couldn't take it. I stood up walking to where he was sat with a smug look on his face, "don't you ever! And I mean EVER! Say that name to me again! You here me! You have no fucking right!" I yelled pointing my finger in his face, " all you know is what the magazines tell you! Your shallow. Can't even get to know me huh? Just gonna base me on everything you already know well FU-" I was cut off by a pair of arms being wrapped around my waist as I was carried away. My breathing was out of control and as I was walked up to the tree house I realised that it was the only person that really cared right now, "thanks J." I whispered keeping my head down as I sat on my bed. Today was gonna be a long day.

Harry's POV:

I sat in my room watching the show thanking god that last night thy didn't pick my girl to do the trial, wait I mean Jasmine. Shaking my head at the automatic thought I continued to watch the tv, just before the break ant and dec were talking about some 'sexy shower scene'. My heart was racing and I could feel all my blood rushing around my body as the normal British adverts appeared on the television. Before I knew it the show was back on, Ant and Dec once again talking about this shower scene before it cut to a scene with Jasmine just laid on her bed. She stood up grabbing a few things before making her way out of camp and to the creek.

Realisation began to dawn on me as my breathing became heavier with every passing moment, she slowly removed her shorts before stepping under the water and letting the golden locks of hair fall down her back as she shower, to me it was like watching porn. It was like everything I had been fantasising about the past couple months After I dumped her, 'fuck' I cursed under my breath as she started to wash her hair with her signature apple apple shampoo. It took everything I had not stick my hand down my boxers but I knew it would be wrong because even though it's all over TV, She's not mine to look at anymore.

But then about 15 minutes later all I could here was my name, "so you all know that Jasmine dated the one and only Harry Styles right?" Ant said as a few people screamed from behind the cameras "well get a load of this!" Dec finished, the screen cut to Jasmine walking into the camp in her bikini and a towel wrapped around her body, "Jasmine do you really need to walk around like that!?" I heard one of the older contestants say, I think he was an old news reporter or something, then I all I heard was Jasmine blow up as she began to get dressed and I felt myself get a little disappointed as she pulled the t-shirt over her head, and then my name was said again after I heard a few insults thrown at my girl, oh no he had no right. The next thing I knew Jamie was carrying her away, he shouldn't touch her. I should be the one that gets to touch her. At that moment I knew...I wasn't as over her as I thought.