Finding You (Harry Styles)

•Chapter 10•

Kaylie's POV:

It's been about two weeks since I joined the boys on tour. It's been pretty fun. I've become close with each of them. They're all like my older brothers and they're all here for me. Except Harry...I don't really think of him as a brother...honestly, I don't know what I think of him as..ever since he had that date with Kendall Jenner..he's been distant from me.

I've still been having bad dreams, but I haven't been going to Harry..I just stay up for the rest of the night because I can't fall asleep..I'm afraid I'm losing him..

Harry's POV:

"Louis..this is serious. Ever since I had that date with Kendall, she's been distant from me" I said to Louis.

"Mate has it ever accrued to you that she might fancy you?" He replied.

"That's crazy. We've only known each other for a few weeks" I said

"Mate. You're Harry freaking Styles. Girls fall in love with you the second they see you. Just try talking to her. Why not now?" He asked.

I gulped before replying..

"I have a date with Kendall in about 5 minutes" I trailed off.

"Well then talk to her after it?" He suggested.

I gulped again..

"Louis were going on a skiing trip for a day. I'll probably be leaving in 5 minutes to drive there with Kendall and then I'll meet you guys in California tomorrow before the show" I explained.

"Paul agreed to this?!" He said loudly

"Not exactly mate.." I whispered.

"You must really fancy her then if you're willing to go behind Paul's back about it. Well keep in touch mate." Louis said patting my shoulder then walking away.

Kaylie fancying me is ridiculous. We've only known each other for 2 weeks and a bit. But..it's possible.

But what if she does fancy me and I don't fancy her back..what if I lose her..

Kaylie's POV:

I was walking towards the tour bus, and as I stepped on, I heard two people talking so, I ducked down so they wouldn't see me. I overheard a bit of Louis and Harry's conversation but I really wish I hadn't.

Then when I heard Louis say "You must really fancy her then if you're willing to go behind Paul's back about it. Well keep in touch mate." I heard footsteps walking towards the door and I quickly rushed off walking a bit away from the bus and then turning around to walk towards it so he didn't think anything..

"Hey Kaylie" Louis said with a fake smile as he walked off the bus. I flashed him a quick smile before getting on the bus.

As I walked on, Harry had a bag in front of him and he was on his phone..probably texting Kendall. He didn't notice me at first until I tried to push past him to go to the back of the bus.

"Oh, ello Kaylie" he said to with a smile.

"Hiya." I mumbled and continued to walk.

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked grabbing my arm and turning me around forcing me to look into his eyes.

"Why do you care.." I mumbled so he wouldn't hear.

"Huh? What did you say?" He asked.

"I said yeah I'm fine" I said getting out of his grip and walking to the back as fast as I could before I started to cry.

I opened the door, then quickly closed it. I started to let the tears flow as I slid down the door. I brought my knees to my chest as I started to cry into them.

Notice Harry didn't call me "love" once. He usually always calls me love. I think I'm losing the closest person to me in the world right now and I don't want to..but I can't force him to like me or want to be in my life..I can't do this anymore...

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"Where's Harry?" Paul asked as we all piled onto the bus.

Louis walked up to him and told him something and Paul's face went from curious to furious.

"Oh he's going to hear it from me when he gets back!" Paul said then marched off the bus.

"Where is mate?" Liam asked Louis.

"He umm.." He started then looked at me but I just looked out the window.

"He's uh...on a skiing trip with Kendall until tomorrow"

"Will he make it back for the show?!" Niall asked.

"He said he would, but I don't know" Louis replied.

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After a couple of hours on the bus the boys went to sleep, but I couldn't. I just sat in the same spot with my back against the arm rest and knees to my chest, looking out the window.

"Can't sleep either?" I hear Liam whisper sitting down in front of me.

"Liam you scared me!" I whisper-shouted.

"Sorry love" he said with a little laugh. I didn't reply just looked out the window again.

"Kaylie, I know you probably miss Harry, but you know you can always come to us as well" he said softly.

I looked at him then crawled into his lap giving him a hug. I wrapped my arms around his neck hiding my face in his neck as he wrapped his arms around torso rubbing my back, rocking us back and forth a bit.

I started to feel my eyes get heavy but before I fell asleep, I whispered in Liam's ear, "your girlfriend is lucky to have you" and then I think I passed out.

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"Kaylie....Kaylie wake up" I heard some saying as they were shaking my shoulder.

"Hmmmmm..." I mumbled back

"Time to wake up love. It's 3:30pm and we're at the arena" I heard them say again.

"I'll just meet you in there. If I'm not there in 20 minutes come get me" I replied.

"Alright" they laughed closing the curtain.

I probably lay there for about 5 more minutes before I decided to get up. I hopped down from my bunk and stretched and yawned. I went to my bag and grabbed a pair of tights, a tank top and a sweater. I walked to the bathroom and get changed putting my hair up in a high ponytail.

I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed letting a tear slid down my cheek.

Today's the day everything changes..again...for better or worse..

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What do you guys think Kaylie's implying by "for better or worse"?

Well I hope you all liked this chaptaaaa!

Keep it real my wallflowers!

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