Well today there was a bus delay because of weather and I had a lot of time to think and I mean a lot I was at school for four extra hours and I had some problems with an ex but that's life I guess but everything he said is true it is and I lied to him I did and I wouldn't have done that but I don't know. I feel awful I do. But it took everything in me not to beat the shit out of him, I had three panic attacks in just an hour and it sucked ass but yeah I don't think he cares to know the truth anymore and I think everything is done with us and it hurts I'm not gonna lie it does. But gotta go
