A/N WARING I DON'T OWN THIS STORY
THE ORIGINAL STORY
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You stood there in the Sakamaki manor looking out of the window, watching the raindrops flow like tears. You've been ready to cry along the sky but nothing came...you forced yourself to cry and still nothing happend.
'Why is he doing this to me?'
You've suddenly felt someone watching you as suddenly a voice spoke up "Crybaby...." a cold...freezing cold voice hissed not even a meter away from you. You got goosebumps...you hated this voice and I could no one other be than..."Subaru..". "You knew I was just toying with you (Name)...right?...Idiot..?" he said emotionless as you finally felt your tears run down your cheeks "Why? Why did you do all of this to me? I've always loved you Subaru..I loved you because you were the one who always was there when I needed someone..." - "Heh, silly silly girl...I NEVER loved YOU..." he said grinning down at you. You felt sick...sick of the love you always showed him and what happend last night...
"S-subaru! I'm going to- Ahh~" you groaned as he thursted himself even further into you.
"Shut up!" He was harsh...just as always, you both came together as you let out a loud moan...
...."You......BASTARD!" You suddenly started to bump against his chest as you yelled "BASTARD! BASTARD! BASTARD!!!! B-Bastard..." You felt your strenght 'fading' away as you plopped on your knees. He just looked down at you and grinned while dropping a silver knife "Just leave (Name)...no one needs you here.." with this he just walked away. You screamed after him but he ignored you. The reason he did that was Yui...
'Am I...not good enough after all?'
She was the one he loved and cared for. After a few hours passed everyone sat in the 'main' room and just as always...Yui sat on Subaru's lap. Giggling, being kissed, feeling love...you were supposed to be that...NOT HER! You sat between Ayato and Raito as you watched the happy couple. You stood up and left to your room without saying anything.
'I knew it...I was a fool...'
Suddenly when you opened your door you saw.... Ayato laying in your bed?! S-SHIRTLESS?!. "W-WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM AND HOW DID YOU SUDDENLY APPEARED HERE?!" You shouted but all he did was pulling you towards him onto the bed, sliding his hand up your chest and biting you. "Nngh~! S-stop it...please" - "You wish..." he continued sucking your blood and squeezed your breast. You couldn't help but let out a moan. "Finally...you're all mine and there's no one who can stop me"
Subaru's POV:
When (Name) left I stood up a few minutes later and walked up to my room. I entered it and just as expected I saw them, pictures of (Name) and me. Happy...no pain...no heart broken girl, a real smile...and..wait what's that? I looked to another picture where Yui and I were and huh? (Name)'s in the back her sleeves are covered in blood... I felt something strange...
'Can't you hear my screams of pain?'
I also saw some letters, I took them and read them...they said.
"Dear Diary...it's me again (Name).
I did it again....I couldn't help it, seeing anyone other than me in his arms...it just hurt as fuck. Giving him the 'everything's okay' smile, acting like nothing happend, hiding my scars, pretending to like Yui....it hurt...but the most pain was Hiding the pain...
Subaru....I love you, you never accept it or notice me but that's okay. Just being around you makes me happy, seeing you with Yui hurts my heart but if it makes you happy then...FUCK MY LIFE! I HATE HER I'M NOT OKAY! I NEVER WAS OKAY! I PRETENDED LIKING HER BECAUSE OF YOU! I JUST WANNA DIE NOW! I can't take the pain anymore.....
Note: Last input forever... I love you Subaru...
Goodbye~ -(Name)"
'Save me before it's too late'
There you were...at the lake wearing a (color) (lenght) dress. Step by step you walked alng the lakeside smiling to yourself as tears flew after what Ayato did to you...and the hate between you and Subaru. Speaking of him, he ran like crazy and as fast as he could to the lake but he stopped when you let yourself fall.... "(N-NAME)!!!!!" He ran in inhumane speed over trying to catch you but it was already too late...
'In my mind...that was all just a nightmare...but it was the...'
He cried...yes...THE Subaru Sakamaki cried and tryed to reach you out of the water but you already drowned..."DON'T LEAVE ME!!!!" he yelled wishing you back. He sat there his eyes filled with anger, depression and tears. Why diddn't he care for Yui all of a sudden? He was the one who told you to leave...so...why did he wanted you back? You were nothing but trash to him..he used you and than this?
'Last Goodbye'
