It hurts.
Everything inside of me hurts.
Everything.
I can cut all the visible surfaces of my skin loose but I still can't get out of this trance. The bleeding stops, but I don't think it really does. My heart keeps bleeding and beating out of control.
What a coward.
Disgusting.
Your heart written out for her to understand doesn't mean anything.
Why don't you just kill yourself if you want to help her so much?