Okay, Brit, I'm confused about last night. So you read my whole book and all u had to say was "I'm sorry"?!?!! Wow.
I'm not complaining, I just don't understand....anything. I want to flick peanut butter at u!! *flick* -_- Hahahhaha, sorry. Do u know how much pain I went through? ! I would literally just start crying out of nowhere just from thinking about it!!!
Every time I sa- HOLY CRAP BRITTNEY JUST ADMIT IT ANYTIME I SAY SOMETHING MEANINGFUL AND SERIOUS TO YOU, IT MEANS NOTHING!! I want u to tell me the truth, text me, tell me Monday, *completely scream now* I DONT FREAKING CARE ANYMORE, MAYBE ALL THOSE FIGHTS WERE A SIGN FROM GOD!! GOD IM JUST DONE WITH YOU BRIT!!! And sorry I cut myself off up there, that's just when I realized u hate me, and don't care about me. But, that's okay, I hate me too. And I'm just going to admit it too.
You always give me a hard time. AND THEN I SELF HARM, In a way. I start finding something sharp and something to cover my skin, something thin. I put that on my skin, and I press down on my skin and feel the pain start to drift away. But, that okay cuz I don't really hurt myself.😕 And if you make it worse, then I feel like killing myself. Thanks Britney. I'm not your friend anymore. But, I still want u to admit it. Thank you for all those tears, scars, and suicidal thoughts you gave me. I just wanted you to understand. I'm just done and I'm hurt. OH WAIT!! I forgot this doesn't mean anything to you. Bye. *sitting, crying in a corner staring a knife at the floor* whoa, look how shiny and sharp it is...LIFE IS TO SHORT TO STRESS YOURSELF WITH PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN DESERVE TO BE AN ISSUE I MY LIFE!!
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My life is so hard sometimes! <|3
RandomThis is about a girl with a hard life, pain, depression. She has gone through so much pain...and one day it's gonna end...because, she can't handle it anymore.
