Meeting The Lads

Chapter 30

Harry's P.O.V.

I woke up before Skylar. I don't think I've ever felt so bad. Ever. It was pain with all of the other descriptive words that describe hell mixed. My body moves itself over to the door of the hospital room. Doctors, nurses, everyone just shuffling everywhere.

I soon make eye contact with Skylars doctor. He looks disappointed but makes a familiar smile then hides it right away while walking in the room.

"Mr. styles? can I have a minute with you?... in the hallway?" she asks me. I follow her out an make a strange face I trail my hands to my face and move my hair out of the way. I nod to let her speak.

"When Skylar wakes up, you might notice something like her complaining about her stomach. I'm very sorry but we found that she has a few collapsed ribs. we'll have surgery ready for her..." I don't listen to anything else, I just hear. there's a difference.

I try to keep my tears back but I struggle and it hurts. Really badly. That asshole kicked her in the stomach and collapsed her ribs.

I know with this surgery there are high risks of damage in her ribs and I can't even imagine her dying

She's all I have,

She's all the hope I've ever had.

Skylars P.O.V.

I woke up to the sound of trash cans getting kicked, and my stomach aching hard, like something was broken and the pieces were left laying in my stomach.

I didn't make a sound because I wanted to see what was going on, I just lightly lifted my eyes so I could see clearly enough.

Harry.

"I can't!" he yelled

"No no no!" he repeats it over and over, smashing the glasses we used for our drinks on the ground.

Hitting the mirror over an over with a blow dryer from the bathroom until he was too tired.

Kicking the trash can until he hurt his foot too much. It hurt so badly watching him do what he's doing to himself.

"My fault. IM SO GOD DAMN STUPID ALL THE TIME." and that's it, he then stopped, sat on the couch and broke down. I could barely watch. I closed my eyes when I saw him come over to me and kneeled right next to the bed.

"Skylar, I hope you can hear me. wherever you are." he stops to sniffle and wipe his tears but then keeps going. "Everything I touch I ruin. Everything I look at I ruin. and just when I thought I was doing do good I went and messed it up again. I'm a fucking monster, I don't know what I'm doing with my life Sky. I'm praying that this surgery goes well." he stops for a second and sobs. And that's when my heart stops.

I'm having surgery? I'm confident in these doctors, ill be fine. I hope.

He continues talking after a few seconds, "I just. I'm so sorry. Im so in love with you and you'll probably never love me." he stops and puts his arms around me. he continues to sob on my shoulder.

"I love you!" he shouts.

I out my arms around him and hug back. "I love you too Harry." I smile and look at him in the eyes. His face was red and tired from crying but his smile warmed my heart more than anything.

"Thanks." I said.

"So you heard what I said?"

"And the time before. But Harry, why did you do that to yourself? Why did you hurt yourself like that? That mess you made." I asked him. I rub my rib area which seems to have Ben hurting a lot.