*Flashback
Mom and dad were arguing in the night because i came home crying. Was it me in the wrong or my parents?
M: 'why dont you treat your daughter any good!'
D: 'how dare you! Your telling me how i treat her! Im busy always at work'
M: 'i married you for nearly 6 years i know when your lying! Ellie came home crying you didn't even bother to ask her whats wrong!
D:' work is more important then ellie,dont care about her!'
Then everything went silent... and SLAM i knew mom walked out from dad. He says stuff to mom that makes her angry or upset she storms out the house.
Thats when i felt physically sick my dad doesnt care about me. Why am i here? He THINKS work is important then me? I was in my room and i quickly hurried underneath my bed to take out my 'special box'...
1 for dad not caring about me!
2 for my bullies!
The cold slashes goes into my skin leaving a painful sting behind it. I cried and cried my brother isnt here hes always partying but he does know i cut but promised he wont tell mom and dad. I love my brother he stops my bullies, yes another hater in my life their names are shawn and nash. I hate them we used to be best friends, I don't remember what i did wrong...
*reality
My school bus arrived i slowly got on while quietly crying. I always sat next to the window with my headphones on because i haven't got any friends due to i lost them a long time ago and im a nerd who hangs out in the library. I hear laughter behind me,
'is she crying?' ' That baby haha!'
This breaks my heart because everyone hates me.
The bus stops at an hault, we are here. Im always last off the bus because all the cool kids barge pass me to get off and most the time i fall back and no one even says sorry.
' move nerd!'
I say sorry quietly and make my way off the bus to my school gates.
'Eew slut!','Go die', 'everyone hates you, you ruined shawn and nash'
What did i do the nash and shawn??
I found my locker and take my books out and thats when someone slams my locker while my hands in it.
E: 'oooow!!' I cry due to the pain and i let it out from the locker.
I turn around and who guessed it nash and shawn. Nash justs laughs and shawn he looks guilty but i see sadness in his eyes. What am i saying hes not sad!
N: ' awww nerd is crying! Ahah how do u feel??'
Then out of the blue he slaps me hard leaving me to blackened right out.
Before i blackened out i heard a small voice
'Im so sorry'
Who said that? Was it shawn or nash? I must be hearing things...
Wow! I wonder who said said sorry to her!? Tomorrow i will be posting a new chapter be ready for it!
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